Katherine McPhee
Ordinary World
The sun can't remember how to shine
And the colors all have faded into shades of gray
There's no life in this hollow heart of mine
Ever since you went away

If time could find a way to turn around
I would walk along the stars, till I was back at your door
Every word, every word is spoken but without a sound
And I found out what my heart is for

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away the miles
Between us, 'cause without you it's just an ordinary world

Hold your breath, here I come
Time to roll on mine
Take back, to your arms
Till we melt
Underneath the blinding sun

Can't remember how to shine
You're the life in this hollow heart of mine

Close your eyes and feel me hold you
Can you lead me through this ordinary world
Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away the miles between us
'Till love can come redeem us 'cause without you
It's just an ordinary World

its a spongebob layout and putting a song other than the spongebob theme song would seem weird. but who cares! hahah.

3rd day of attachment alr! and the week is almost over.
thank god there's a holiday tmr.yay!
i'll be going out, and i'll be totally dressed down!!
shorts and slippers. no heels!
gawd. 830am-5pm in heels every weekday is horrible.

i have basically, 3 things to do all day.
and they can usually be completed within quite a short period of time, so im free almost all day! and there's loads of time to kill,i'll often doze off =/ plus, the supervisors are all sitted so nearby!
maybe i should try and sneak a book in to read.

happy vesak day!
i love vesak day! its on a weekday and a PUBLIC HOLIDAY. <3
=D

its my first day of attachment at panasonic.
it was, alright.
friendly ppl. cute typical jap company with their very own company song and morning assembly plus recess bell at 5pm to tell ppl its time, you can all go home!

and my job, database stuff if im not wrong.
checking stuff, generate things, key in some data, helpdesk?
its not difficult but relatively tedious.

i have to wear office wear everyday.
im killing my feet, will be killing it for the next 3 months and vice versa.
59 more days darlings, till the long awaited holidays and till its back to school time! im missing yall so much alr.

hang in there.

my router's working again!!
yay! nicky, dead blog no more..
-its alive!!! O.O
i have so much to say.
and i can see that many ppl really like spongebob. i only found this layout really cute. if spongebob keeps quiet, it's really quite cute

last day of FYPj is over.
i truely cant believe im gonna say this but, im gonna miss stoning in school all day long with occasional loud gigglings coming from the front, guys fooling around, oldies and other crazy songs blasting out loud in the middle of the day (okay, not thaat loud. loud enough.) and of course the new friends ive made so far, especially the girls and their oftenly very evil but highly interesting and entertaining criticisms and gossips bout little miss blackie (:

so now, i have female friends in nyp! YAYY!

attachment starts tmr.
its freaking me out cause i dont have a pair of black pants that're not too big, too long or too formal looking. worried bout the first impression shit and what im needed to know and do. argh!

went shopping with my parents the entire saturday and part of today.
i got a new jacket. g2000blu also =.=
and i met up with qianli in the afternoon to walk even more.
no black pants. mission failed :\

so anyway on friday, i went out with the 2 girlies, junjia and yinqi. window shopped, whats new for broke ppl. but since it was the last fri of the month(late night shopping) and the v last day of fyp,we still bought tops from g2000blu.

and after that whole shopping thing, took the train down to the airport to greet ms ngai qianli cause she just came back from her japan holiday at 0023, cause i promised to welcome her back at the airport.
she was so sweet, she sent me home from the airport! and i got hello kitty things from japan! hahah. ^-^ thank you so much.

btw, carls jr's charlote(spell?) chicken salad's really quite good.
if they didnt add so much onions in it.

omg, i just watched harry potter and the order of phoenix's movie trailer.
fucking awesome. i think it should be so much better than the last one, that i missed in the cinemas cause LIMRONGHUI promised to watch it with me but it never did happen.
trailer

my new harddisk was delivered to me day before yesterday.
yay to that. hitachi sure has pretty efficient and good service (:

im beginning to really like fyp actually.
if only we didnt have attachment, only fyp.
6 months of it could possibly be a lot of fun.
boring shit can be made good with fun ppl around.
not old boring ppl who have been working in an office job for godknows how many years before.

anyway, i have this gut feeling ****'s IT woman hates me. (im censoring company names. i dont wanna get sued. lol)
GARHHH!

the interview!
haha. i think i havent mentioned that it, SUCKED! have i?

i found the post too long. so i deleted the whole ranting shit.

good day.

the room obviously isnt COLD enough.
so lets exercise both air cons a bit more and freeze altogether.
how fun that the outdoors are so hot and indoors are so cold, it gives a huge kick in the change of temperatures everytime you step out of this room.
it also helps a person fall sick easier.
falling sick is really exciting as well.
it makes a person feel so alive!

if no one can sense sarcasm, i'll just be speechless.
im tired, lack of sleep, loads of shit bothering me and i havent let any fucking ANGER out in a fucking long time!
and no one notices that the cold air blows over to my seat a lot cause im the only one sitting at this bloody side!

two thousand and fucking seven sucks.
how bad can it continue going.

im feeling soooo low now.
somehow everything has been turning out fine at the end of the day. but i suddenly get the feeling my life's totally in the wrong course.
so fucked up.

dreeeaaaading attachment.
totally dreading it ): its gonna be the worst 3 months of my life.
maybe i'd feel better after entourage :/

its 4 in the morning.
i dont feel like sleeping..
maybe only after monday then i'd be able to sleep in peace.
my attachment interview's on monday! im really not v excited about it.

and there're cats meowing their hearts out downstairs.
i think its a cat fight.
i hate it when they do that. it gets irritating.

i hope i dont get the difficult level for attachment.
rh really didnt help at all when he told me his senior was attached to the same company and had a hard time learning a new programming language.

the pass 19years of my life hadnt been that bad.
i'd always get away with things and get through things a way or another.
i hope that fate continues somehow.
so i can get pass my 3months attachment as quickly as i got pass fyp.
and then 2007 will almost be over =/

emo rollercoaster.
if only anyone else knew what im feeling right now.

anyway, tobey maguire cant be that bad looking...
he has a damn cute daughter!
(LOOK)
and the new spiderman villians are believed to be carage and the lizard. haha.
pardon me, its the aftermath of spiderman movie.
it will happen again when harry potter opens. (:

i sent out my hdd to hitachi today.
the first time i sent a registered mail out!
such a small package and it costs $4.

its time i started sleeping early.

and i really want an ipod nano ):
since my creative mp3 died alr.
someone out there, be a kind absent-minded soul and leave your ipod nano behind on a bus or in a cab and let me pick it up so i can make it my own, please!!
then all i need to get will just be the wires (:

a person can only take THIS much! before they may blow their fucking top.
there's a limit to everything damn it.

loong day...
and so i met up with qianli again for the fun of it.
town's getting kinda very boring when im feeling so terribly broke at the moment.
visited qianli's office. its a really nice place...
and then had onion egg prata in attempt to help feel less bloated.
didnt help much la.
and ive got new jazz songs! thanks to amos that is.
nice.

OHYA. we went into sasa.
i saw spiderman perfume bottle and i pointed it out to qianli. she grabbed the bottle and just sprayed it on me la! quite a lot of it loh. and it STINKS. i smelt really bad the rest of the night -_-

btw, i got called up by a lecturer today to inform me that someone from some company in pasir ris will call me up and tell me when to go down for the attachment interview.
I AM SO NOT PREPARED!
and my results arent that good, why am i getting called up for an interview. if the company's so serious about attaching a good student then dont pick someone with an average gpa like me lei -.-
damn. even part-time job interview arent that bad. at least that one, if i dont pass, i wont have to really bother about it that much, there's always another job.
failing attachment interview is,just, i dont know! not acceptable?!

maybe im freaking out about it just a little bit... =/
um, quite a lot la. but i really wanna pass.
maybe interviewed jobs get higher pay!
i really dont mind $600 a month. (shhh.let me dream la)

there are somethings i see but just dont wanna say anything about it at all.

You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

ah fine. come to think of it, spiderman 3 aint that fantastic.
they made spiderman seem noob la. no spider sense!
and a jerk, when he kissed the stupid fan.
and spidey let all the "we love spidey" get to his head.

but then there's HEROES!
milo looking hot. ooh sexy. and mohinder guy in the back, apparently, he's american, not indian? and then there's matt. matt sucks in the future.


SOMEONE FIND ME SOMETHING TO DO!!
im gonna be bored to death pretty soon :/

finally got to watch spidey3!
i was soo excited before the movie!

and this is how my desktop looks like now :D

i kinda like both colour suits.

but bishan gv with a bunch of guys who were whispering to each other things like,
"wah she dulan liao. dulan liao lah!"
wasnt all that fun. and with ppl seated behind me talking very loudly to some kids through most of the movie. there was one sentimental moment spoilt by some ppl going,
"aww. spidey crying!", "eh, spiderman ku leh!" =.=

and i wonder what happened to spidey's spider sense?! i got shocked and jumped in my seat a bit about, two times. wth.

btw, happy birthday to andy who's 20 alr and old (:

im really tired.
tmr then continue. night.

i had napfa test today.
HA. i failed my incline pullups. but passed everything else with A,B,Cs and 1 D. i could get a silver yer know.

but thanks to my lecturer who spoke to the trainer, who was nice enough to give me another chance, i passed and got a bronze. altho i could have done another 3 more pull ups and got a silver =/
RETAKE!!! haha. and the next time i will pass fair and square! (:

but im happy i beat my sec4 2.4km timing leh.
this year i got 15.02mins. 2004, i got 16mins on the dot.
and i got A for sit&reach and shuttle run :D

i feel kinda healthy =D
completed my 2.4 man!
and gym with qianli & shuann tmr. im only looking forward to the steaming part :P

if you've thought of it a few times along the way,
why wait another 3 years? i dont understand :/

i actually thought of something to blog on my way home, monday night. that was last night. but when i got home, i forgot la. STM.

ANYWAY, i met up with qianli again (:
walked. and walked and before that, rh sent me to orchard in a cab :D
teehee.
altho, i kinda made him a bit mad =/
he's still nice.
and i really didnt ask me to send me to town.

had dinner with amos at raffles city.
supposed to be lau pa sat. but the weather's really kinda hot, staying indoors is always better.
ate at some soup place. nice.
and long bus rides home are nice too.

HEROES EPISODE 20 !
peter's suddenly really hot! (;

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