Thursday, August 31, 2006
oh, btw, happy birthday to terencetan's lil girl (:
and happy teachers' day laoshis.
and happy teachers' day laoshis.
what we could have been, 23:49.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
victor showed me something, go take a look : HERE
i love the last picture. very cute.
everything else is a bit sick, a bit ridiculous
and very wrong. haha.
party world with nic and alwyn today.
WALAO. damn ex lei. one fucking drink that
isnt really very fantastic costs SEVEN BUCKS.
lol. rained cats and dogs most of the day.
nic took her passport picture and i bought a top
from f21. not enough money buy the skirt lei )=
last piece i think then my size somemore. sigh...
feeling of being broke sucks.
and i dont know whats wrong with him today
i will not talk to him until he come talk to me.
cause its either im irritating or annoying him
or he just throws temper at whoever, cause
he's pissed at stupid younger generation singaporeans who think they are god.
talking bout that, i have to rant something about the damn ugly singaporeans nowadays. yeah, it took me long enough to hate typical singaporeans. i used to just dislike them. especially the younger generations, they think they are so damn smart and know everything, seen everything when they are in fact pretty much NOTHING! hello, why pick a fight with 18 / 19 / 21 yr olds when youre only a mere 14 yr old sec 2 student. go concentrate on studies lah.
i sooo wanna scream at all those huge head young teens who really think they own the world.
FUCK YOU SHITS, WAKE UP AND LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR, YOU'RE A FREAKIN KID, DONT THINK YOU'RE THAT GOOD CAUSE YOU'RE NOTHING.
urghhhhh. singaporean kids these days, fucking ugly (inside,ofcourse).
right, i just saw a blog that blogger blogs almost exactly like me.
wtf?
i love the last picture. very cute.
everything else is a bit sick, a bit ridiculous
and very wrong. haha.
party world with nic and alwyn today.
WALAO. damn ex lei. one fucking drink that
isnt really very fantastic costs SEVEN BUCKS.
lol. rained cats and dogs most of the day.
nic took her passport picture and i bought a top
from f21. not enough money buy the skirt lei )=
last piece i think then my size somemore. sigh...
feeling of being broke sucks.
and i dont know whats wrong with him today
i will not talk to him until he come talk to me.
cause its either im irritating or annoying him
or he just throws temper at whoever, cause
he's pissed at stupid younger generation singaporeans who think they are god.
talking bout that, i have to rant something about the damn ugly singaporeans nowadays. yeah, it took me long enough to hate typical singaporeans. i used to just dislike them. especially the younger generations, they think they are so damn smart and know everything, seen everything when they are in fact pretty much NOTHING! hello, why pick a fight with 18 / 19 / 21 yr olds when youre only a mere 14 yr old sec 2 student. go concentrate on studies lah.
i sooo wanna scream at all those huge head young teens who really think they own the world.
FUCK YOU SHITS, WAKE UP AND LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR, YOU'RE A FREAKIN KID, DONT THINK YOU'RE THAT GOOD CAUSE YOU'RE NOTHING.
urghhhhh. singaporean kids these days, fucking ugly (inside,ofcourse).
right, i just saw a blog that blogger blogs almost exactly like me.
wtf?
what we could have been, 23:31.
oh well, i forgive and forget for baby's the sake.
what we could have been, 03:36.
Monday, August 28, 2006
you know what ?
that's it !!!
i am gonna become the most selfish person on this fucking planet.
i will do everything and put myself first. help myself first. and maybe only myself. and probably some ppl close enough like my boyfriend or if i have experienced that person being there for me whenever i need him/her.
or else, good luck to you. its your life, none of my fucking business. solve your own problem.
i am so fucking sick of, so very unfortunately, My class. (not all)
they have problem, i go help, i help them with whatever i can do to help to make situations any better. so that there Is someone there for help.
when i got problem, all disappear! if not then say you yourself made your own problem. FINE. fuck off. im Never helping anyone again. maybe i Am too naive to believe that friends would always be there for each other.
NOOO. fuck you man! such nonsense. friends are really people you know! they are there when they need something from You or when they just need company.
okay, maybe i shall do some justice to my secsch friends. who are so much more steady and On about things than fucking gays who are so fucking screwed, i have never fucking met before in my entire life !!!
i am VERY pissed, upset and disgusting.
it cannot be lack of sleep then moodswings.
i was fine 1hour ago.
all of you faggots without backbones or and fucking knowlegde about anyone else around besides yourfuckingself or your fucking gaypartner, FUCK OFF.
i cannot be bothered with YOU anymore.
talk to the feet.
not to my face.
its all gonna be just me me me me me me ME ME ME !!!!
its renfu's birthday.
just for the sack of it , happy birthday.
that's it !!!
i am gonna become the most selfish person on this fucking planet.
i will do everything and put myself first. help myself first. and maybe only myself. and probably some ppl close enough like my boyfriend or if i have experienced that person being there for me whenever i need him/her.
or else, good luck to you. its your life, none of my fucking business. solve your own problem.
i am so fucking sick of, so very unfortunately, My class. (not all)
they have problem, i go help, i help them with whatever i can do to help to make situations any better. so that there Is someone there for help.
when i got problem, all disappear! if not then say you yourself made your own problem. FINE. fuck off. im Never helping anyone again. maybe i Am too naive to believe that friends would always be there for each other.
NOOO. fuck you man! such nonsense. friends are really people you know! they are there when they need something from You or when they just need company.
okay, maybe i shall do some justice to my secsch friends. who are so much more steady and On about things than fucking gays who are so fucking screwed, i have never fucking met before in my entire life !!!
i am VERY pissed, upset and disgusting.
it cannot be lack of sleep then moodswings.
i was fine 1hour ago.
all of you faggots without backbones or and fucking knowlegde about anyone else around besides yourfuckingself or your fucking gaypartner, FUCK OFF.
i cannot be bothered with YOU anymore.
talk to the feet.
not to my face.
its all gonna be just me me me me me me ME ME ME !!!!
its renfu's birthday.
just for the sack of it , happy birthday.
what we could have been, 04:14.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
came across this layout and it was too pretty to resist.
so i had to have it and since my last layout was so damn
dark even i myself found it hard to see anything at all.
it was time for a change. what do ya think. haha.
maybe i shall stick to blogspot. livejournal's just too
complicating. and i dont know where to find any pretty
layouts at all. everything's in communities and u cant view
anything if you're not a member -_-
so i had to have it and since my last layout was so damn
dark even i myself found it hard to see anything at all.
it was time for a change. what do ya think. haha.
maybe i shall stick to blogspot. livejournal's just too
complicating. and i dont know where to find any pretty
layouts at all. everything's in communities and u cant view
anything if you're not a member -_-
what we could have been, 18:02.
i had bad hair day yst. then good hair today.
i need a hair cut. so damn bloody long lah.
urgh.
met khairul and KIKI
(i made this new nick for nicole. hahaha. cause, nicole-nicky-kiki! instead of the front half, i took the back half. LOL. dont kill me. hahaha)
yesterday and had dinner at bakersinn.
ooh, the food was heavenly, partly cause it really is good and cause i was starving. didnt eat anything in the day.
nic took loads of pictures.
and i think it wasnt picture day for me lah.
i looked horrible in a whole load of them lei.
haha. pfffft.
boy did i miss nicole (andkhai)!
i even totally forgot about my shirt until after i got home !
hahaha. see, KIKI, it proves one thing,
i miss you more than the shirt! haha =D
met up with wendy and lilian for like 1hour in bishan,
saw the shoes design by khairul's friend kaylyn.
pretty leh. and bought terence his teachers day present
and littleClaire's (i still not sure which spelling her name is,
may spell wrongly) 1st yr birthday present (:
And, im going out tmr with my bf.
can you believe it?!! a sunday know.
go out with my bf who never goes out on sundays
or almost all the time. haha.
i go get myself a card reader then can upload pictures
o(^.^)v ! lol
im sleepy.bb
i need a hair cut. so damn bloody long lah.
urgh.
met khairul and KIKI
(i made this new nick for nicole. hahaha. cause, nicole-nicky-kiki! instead of the front half, i took the back half. LOL. dont kill me. hahaha)
yesterday and had dinner at bakersinn.
ooh, the food was heavenly, partly cause it really is good and cause i was starving. didnt eat anything in the day.
nic took loads of pictures.
and i think it wasnt picture day for me lah.
i looked horrible in a whole load of them lei.
haha. pfffft.
boy did i miss nicole (andkhai)!
i even totally forgot about my shirt until after i got home !
hahaha. see, KIKI, it proves one thing,
i miss you more than the shirt! haha =D
met up with wendy and lilian for like 1hour in bishan,
saw the shoes design by khairul's friend kaylyn.
pretty leh. and bought terence his teachers day present
and littleClaire's (i still not sure which spelling her name is,
may spell wrongly) 1st yr birthday present (:
And, im going out tmr with my bf.
can you believe it?!! a sunday know.
go out with my bf who never goes out on sundays
or almost all the time. haha.
i go get myself a card reader then can upload pictures
o(^.^)v ! lol
im sleepy.bb
what we could have been, 16:32.
Friday, August 25, 2006
finally! all the exams are over !! for me.
=) although i really dont think i will do very well,
but its all over, i cant change it so what the hack.
time to enjoy for a whole month!
so, whoever wanna go out can call me.
i stay at home also nothing to do.
im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
anytime! unless of course im alr out
with someone else lah
:D
CALL ME K?
come date me !
=) although i really dont think i will do very well,
but its all over, i cant change it so what the hack.
time to enjoy for a whole month!
so, whoever wanna go out can call me.
i stay at home also nothing to do.
im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
anytime! unless of course im alr out
with someone else lah
:D
CALL ME K?
come date me !
what we could have been, 16:32.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
tmr last paper.
i hope i pass.
i hope.
the korean show jin san shun, got that guy damn hot lah.
has anyone watched it? the show quite cute.
if u see him play the piano, like WHOA. (:
i suddenly like the song over the rainbow.
remembered singing it in primary school choir.
memories (:
and that is also a song! secondary school choir.
haiz.
study time again.
please let me get through this
i hope i pass.
i hope.
the korean show jin san shun, got that guy damn hot lah.
has anyone watched it? the show quite cute.
if u see him play the piano, like WHOA. (:
i suddenly like the song over the rainbow.
remembered singing it in primary school choir.
memories (:
and that is also a song! secondary school choir.
haiz.
study time again.
please let me get through this
what we could have been, 22:08.
2 down 1 more to go.
and that last one, is gonna be the death of me.
i havent started on any of the 40 chapters!
networking sucks. arhhh.
):
friday going out with nicky. yayy!
i want a pretty looking livejournal too..
where to find pretty layout. haha.
i havent felt much desire to blog lately.
nothing to blog ah, my life is boring.
people, coming friday onwards,
hit me with all the dates and job offers, thank you (=
goodnight
and that last one, is gonna be the death of me.
i havent started on any of the 40 chapters!
networking sucks. arhhh.
):
friday going out with nicky. yayy!
i want a pretty looking livejournal too..
where to find pretty layout. haha.
i havent felt much desire to blog lately.
nothing to blog ah, my life is boring.
people, coming friday onwards,
hit me with all the dates and job offers, thank you (=
goodnight
what we could have been, 04:11.
Friday, August 18, 2006
i dont know how to survive through this exam war.
i havent really studied at all. how can i?! i have no discipline at home. no one to go out study with me ): see what im doing now?
got classmates to go out and study with right?
not
the last few times i went, all they did most of the time
was copy a whole load of notes on paper, which i think
wouldnt really help at all. cause every other min while
they copied, out came maple story from their mouths.
so i didnt study much too. there was even a laptop
for one person to play game at a time. lol
how lah, you tell me.
):
im doing my best now.
noooo!! humph.
no more facing the com!
but theres still the music o_o"
hey jito, reading this?
save a space at ur workplace for me,
i may wanna go work.
MAY wanna go, im feeling lazy now.
we'll see about it when hols really start.
i havent really studied at all. how can i?! i have no discipline at home. no one to go out study with me ): see what im doing now?
got classmates to go out and study with right?
not
the last few times i went, all they did most of the time
was copy a whole load of notes on paper, which i think
wouldnt really help at all. cause every other min while
they copied, out came maple story from their mouths.
so i didnt study much too. there was even a laptop
for one person to play game at a time. lol
how lah, you tell me.
):
im doing my best now.
noooo!! humph.
no more facing the com!
but theres still the music o_o"
hey jito, reading this?
save a space at ur workplace for me,
i may wanna go work.
MAY wanna go, im feeling lazy now.
we'll see about it when hols really start.
what we could have been, 19:33.
Monday, August 14, 2006
i am fickle minded. very. Super.
but if you think im the ultimate, think again.
there is worse! And those worst than me are in fact, guys!
ohh yes, The Male Species.
maybe you cant really classify some of them as male
cause afterall, they only hang out with other males nowadays
and they seem to damn close to each other.
its like a rship Even closer than us girls having close gf rships.
it is almost totally impossible to
get them to decide on a place to eat
or something to do.
yes, They are my classmate. the whole (almost lah) class of guys.
suddenly i feel so Man.
hanging out with all the ladies.
and feel so gay at the same time having my bf next to me.
HAHA. okay, am i making any sense?
cause im mostly just typing whatever.
see, its alr 2am and they're showing the apprentice repeat.
the male team is such a failure and the females such bitches.
damn. maybe its better to be in the middle. (not)
i need a new layout.
and im stil waiting for winnie to get her blog up
:) maybe it really will be one with perfect english / chinese on it.
sure beats reading some blog that goes :
- "i wanna to go shopping."
- "mii babie shoo cwute lehz"
etc.
hookay.
its time to get down to studying.
[again] how i wish i'd do well and hols would come fast. i wanna go swim more.
btw, anyone have any job lobangs? tell me PLS.
i am really broke. i dont have a single cent on me alr.
i really need money. very badly.
hols = no allowance = no $ = no life = need job.
but if you think im the ultimate, think again.
there is worse! And those worst than me are in fact, guys!
ohh yes, The Male Species.
maybe you cant really classify some of them as male
cause afterall, they only hang out with other males nowadays
and they seem to damn close to each other.
its like a rship Even closer than us girls having close gf rships.
it is almost totally impossible to
get them to decide on a place to eat
or something to do.
yes, They are my classmate. the whole (almost lah) class of guys.
suddenly i feel so Man.
hanging out with all the ladies.
and feel so gay at the same time having my bf next to me.
HAHA. okay, am i making any sense?
cause im mostly just typing whatever.
see, its alr 2am and they're showing the apprentice repeat.
the male team is such a failure and the females such bitches.
damn. maybe its better to be in the middle. (not)
i need a new layout.
and im stil waiting for winnie to get her blog up
:) maybe it really will be one with perfect english / chinese on it.
sure beats reading some blog that goes :
- "i wanna to go shopping."
- "mii babie shoo cwute lehz"
etc.
hookay.
its time to get down to studying.
[again] how i wish i'd do well and hols would come fast. i wanna go swim more.
btw, anyone have any job lobangs? tell me PLS.
i am really broke. i dont have a single cent on me alr.
i really need money. very badly.
hols = no allowance = no $ = no life = need job.
what we could have been, 23:45.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
swimming yesterday's late afternoon was alright.
i did 2 laps and my arms started hurting even before i completed them.
damn it lah. weak leh.
fireworks tonight were so pretty at the very last part.
the whole portion of the sky was littered with GOLD.
if only they all fell as gold coins. lol
i wanna get a livejournal.
but they have a system i think i can never get a hang of.
sgsecrets rocks lah. everyone should go read. haha.
there're some secrets that are to heartaching. and some i can totally relate to ;
look what i found ! :
http://community.livejournal.com/sgsecrets/101618.html?view=966386#t966386
i hate dota yer know.
(:
or at least i used to hate dota.
im neutral now, my bf isnt addicted to it no more.
i knew it was a phase he'd go through.
how can anyone continue doing the same thing over and over without getting sick of it ? he/she must be mental.
huishan : the more the merrier. haha. then not so lonely when we "shang lu"
vanessa : dont worry, i'll watch over you and make sure you wont be lonely (:
i was partially joking bout the imgonnakillmyselfNOW part.
i wont die so early. but i often have thoughts of dying early. you see, the thing is, i have no guts to go kill myself, i scared of pain. i dont even fucking dare to get a tattoo lah. thats how much i fear pain. so unless im involved in an accident and unable to be saved, i wont die so early. i have many things i havent done =)
i did 2 laps and my arms started hurting even before i completed them.
damn it lah. weak leh.
fireworks tonight were so pretty at the very last part.
the whole portion of the sky was littered with GOLD.
if only they all fell as gold coins. lol
i wanna get a livejournal.
but they have a system i think i can never get a hang of.
sgsecrets rocks lah. everyone should go read. haha.
there're some secrets that are to heartaching. and some i can totally relate to ;
look what i found ! :
http://community.livejournal.com/sgsecrets/101618.html?view=966386#t966386
i hate dota yer know.
(:
or at least i used to hate dota.
im neutral now, my bf isnt addicted to it no more.
i knew it was a phase he'd go through.
how can anyone continue doing the same thing over and over without getting sick of it ? he/she must be mental.
huishan : the more the merrier. haha. then not so lonely when we "shang lu"
vanessa : dont worry, i'll watch over you and make sure you wont be lonely (:
i was partially joking bout the imgonnakillmyselfNOW part.
i wont die so early. but i often have thoughts of dying early. you see, the thing is, i have no guts to go kill myself, i scared of pain. i dont even fucking dare to get a tattoo lah. thats how much i fear pain. so unless im involved in an accident and unable to be saved, i wont die so early. i have many things i havent done =)
what we could have been, 00:22.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
what will happen if i died one day?
would anyone bother at all?
i think its really no point living on this shit earth itself and torturing, pushing yourself so hard to strive for the better education then a job then pay all the taxes your whole damn life and not knowing what age you'd die.
might as well end it earlier. plus if you have parents who think that every single thing that comes out of your mouth is a lie.
why bother bringing me to this place.
would anyone bother at all?
i think its really no point living on this shit earth itself and torturing, pushing yourself so hard to strive for the better education then a job then pay all the taxes your whole damn life and not knowing what age you'd die.
might as well end it earlier. plus if you have parents who think that every single thing that comes out of your mouth is a lie.
why bother bringing me to this place.
what we could have been, 20:30.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !
i attended singapore's birthday bash today (:
its was frustratingly hot! the heat was so damn unbarable.
but i had to tahan it anyway lah.
and i was wearing black long pants lah.
why, cos my mom said cannot wear shorts.
a lot of ppl. she scared i injure my leg, get scratched up things n all.
im quite glad i wore long pants lah.
the whole performance and parade thing was boring.
im so glad it didnt last very long, cause i almost literally, fell asleep
TWICE. only woke up when the fireworks suddenly started
every few mins. lol. i guess thats what its for,
keep the crowd awake, or we'd all be snoring away alr.
yesterday's esplanade fireworks were pretty too.
(:
tmr's gonna be a good day.
i hope.
im losing the will to blog properly / at all.
urh. i have loads of national day pics tho.
cannot upload. no wire no cardreader.
and i think i ate a bit of my perfume by accident.
it tastes just like it smells. DAMN SICK LA.
i think im falling sick cos of it. my throat hurts.
AHHHH.
i attended singapore's birthday bash today (:
its was frustratingly hot! the heat was so damn unbarable.
but i had to tahan it anyway lah.
and i was wearing black long pants lah.
why, cos my mom said cannot wear shorts.
a lot of ppl. she scared i injure my leg, get scratched up things n all.
im quite glad i wore long pants lah.
the whole performance and parade thing was boring.
im so glad it didnt last very long, cause i almost literally, fell asleep
TWICE. only woke up when the fireworks suddenly started
every few mins. lol. i guess thats what its for,
keep the crowd awake, or we'd all be snoring away alr.
yesterday's esplanade fireworks were pretty too.
(:
tmr's gonna be a good day.
i hope.
im losing the will to blog properly / at all.
urh. i have loads of national day pics tho.
cannot upload. no wire no cardreader.
and i think i ate a bit of my perfume by accident.
it tastes just like it smells. DAMN SICK LA.
i think im falling sick cos of it. my throat hurts.
AHHHH.
what we could have been, 23:48.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
ive been so lazy to blog nowadays.
nothing to type also.
everyday's the sameOsameO
tonight should be with the girls.
fireworks (:
nothing to type also.
everyday's the sameOsameO
tonight should be with the girls.
fireworks (:
what we could have been, 15:02.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
=D
happy 13th month versary, B
caught theLakeHouse this afternoon.
its just a weeebit draggy and a bit predictable.
but the whole thing was pretty good (:
lunch at crystal jade kitchen.
and i was just too tired,
slept on the bus home, came home and fell straight asleep on my sofa while he helped sort the dang it spyware doctor out. its been screwed for months. works just fine now.
nic, when can i get my shirt back?
=x
happy 13th month versary, B
caught theLakeHouse this afternoon.
its just a weeebit draggy and a bit predictable.
but the whole thing was pretty good (:
lunch at crystal jade kitchen.
and i was just too tired,
slept on the bus home, came home and fell straight asleep on my sofa while he helped sort the dang it spyware doctor out. its been screwed for months. works just fine now.
nic, when can i get my shirt back?
=x
what we could have been, 23:01.
