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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

finally its all over.

im going out tmr...
WHEE!
yay.

butbutbut.
broke.
hahaha.

whoO.
hahaha.
oh man.
gena sabo-ed today.
someone changed my msn nick la!
then just now gena
interrogated by wx and leo.
damn.haha.

nvm.ciao.

what we could have been, 22:46.

oh man!
this sucks!
it all sucks hell!

just finished my SP.
havent written my script for tmr's
eng presentation.
and i cant go back to beatty tmr!!
=(

anyhows,, today was, interesting.
haha. met up with rh at tpc.
he was later than me! haha.
went to play pool. had lunch at that
duck rice place thing next to roti boy.
and walked round finding somthing to do.
we ended up cabbing to bishan and coming
back again just to find a good movie at a
suitable time slot.

there was a movie at a suitable time slot but it
was, SHARK BOY AND LAVA GIRL! 3D!
oh man. the whole movie's bout dreaming.
hahaha. damn lame! typical kiddy movie.hahaha.
i feel like a kid again.
i still have the 3D specs. hahaha

cabbed to sch after movie
and slept in the cab. was just so tired.
still hate POC. damn it, the very first
common test i failed. Cprogramming.
this sucks. i have to take the retest.

mr.limronghui promised many stuff.
he'd better keep his promises.
-thurs,shopping!
-teach me C++ after exams.
supposed to teach me maths too.
>.<

arright. its late. presentation tmr.
and im so tired. ciao

what we could have been, 02:14.
Monday, August 29, 2005

this sucks this sucks this sucks!!!!
ARGH!!

why everyone having study break,
i not having study break?!
my exam also coming!
NYP sucks la. URGH!! somemore,
i cant go back to beatty this wed!!!
WHYY!!!
why do this to me
you knw i miss beatty loads.
i miss terence tan loads.

okay. im going crazy.
i cant slp.
i wanna go back to beatty.
stupid presentations, have to be on wed!!
if not i skip the whole day n go back to beatty.
STUPID beatty! have to end so early this yr.
i dont remember sch ending this early
last year on teachers day! unfair.
or maybe, my memory is just poor. hahaha.
super lousy.

im gonna be giving eng lessons.
slang and all included,my language too.
stuff i make up. hahaha.and vanessas maybe.
and whatever languages too.
get these right. dont mix these basics up.
ppl will laugh at you :) hhaha.

- wanna = want to.
- same thing for 'gotta' = GOT TO.
- EFF = the pronounciation of F.
which is also = FUCK.
- fugly = fucking ugly.
- ciao = BYEBYE. in, um,italian? haha.
- whoot! = a sound. hahahaha. thats
meaningless. a modification from vanessa's woot!
hahaha.

yes. thats all for our first lesson.
XIA KE! opps, sorry, eng eng.
class dismissed!

ciao ciao ciao
see ya tmr! haha.
((yeah, i was just bored.))

what we could have been, 23:35.

told ya the pool and lunch thing would nv
happen! hahaha. dint i dint i vanessa??
hahaha.
IM SOO RIGHT.

was supposed to go pooling and lunch tog
w rh after sch cos it ended early.
(last lecture cancelled.)
but. there had to be that irritating simon yee's
wadwad? haha. wadever it was. some
conference thing in the conference room to
somehow, make up get attached to NYP,
have the NYP spirit, or so he says.

so we had bout 2-3hours to spare before that SY thing.
yep. came home to change cos i spilled a lil bit
of sauce on my shirt in the morn =)
rh came. mom n bro werent home so we had sex
and went back to sch.
WAHAHAHA!.
your eyes must be like super huge now la.
okok. im JOKING. really.just joking.haha.

attended that simon yee shiat.
left sch for compass point to meet my mom.
ronghui came along of course.
im so used to having him around alr.damn.
cabbed down.had yong tou fu while
waiting for my mom to arrive.
and shopped at G2000 for quite sometime,
getting my formal attire. and shoes from charles&keith.
whoO! ex ah. and i dont even really like
formal/office wear. sucks la. the pants especially,
have to wear so high! haha. im just too used to wearing
my pants super low, all the way down to my ass.
hahaha.

alrighty then. tmr morn, GOING OUT!
WHEE! im happy. i wanna go PS get white skirt.
then maybe we shall watch a movie, if theres
anything nice (:
i wanna lose weight = i want to lose weight
bah.

what we could have been, 19:03.
Sunday, August 28, 2005

oh my goodness.
i just remembered...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENFU!

hahaha.

what we could have been, 22:27.

TURN UP THE HEAT babe

whoot!
hahaha. said i'd get a nice layout
and i got a new skin!
so. cool.
hahaha.

kinky. woo.
the lil undy's real cute. hahaha.
yep yep.

;)

what we could have been, 19:19.

today is sunday!
which means, tmr is monday.!
hahaha.WHOOT.
which also means, sunday, the weekends;
is gonna be over in.in...
sigh... several hours more. haha

oh well. i woke up, washed my swollen
right eye, talked to my mr.lim, came online,
slept, and came online again.

yes. you dint read wrongly. my right eye,
IS swollen. irritating loh. bleah.
woke up with it swollen, couldnt open one
side properly. louds of water started flowing out.
something prob disturbed my eye last night
or i cried in my dream which i really couldnt
remember what it was about. and NO,
i absolutely dint watch porn last night or something,
if any of you are thinking that.
my eyes loads better now though. can open
a bit bigger. haha. lids only still a lil swollen.

hookie. 56 cds aint that bad. quite interesting.
and ive got to continue reading my harry potter
book. left it on my table to rot after the first week
i bought it. hahaha. alrighty then.
ciao ciao ciao.

-getting a lil sick of crazy JACKO! i wan a new skin alr ^.^

what we could have been, 16:03.
Saturday, August 27, 2005

series of events that happened today.

woke up late.
met up w vanessa.
(i was damn late! so sorry.)
talked to ronghui on the phone all the way from
home to tpc. poor boy is sick!
not feeling well at all. sigh.

went to long john with vanessa for her lunch
and my brunch.haha. chatted n laughed
and met huimin and her friend there.

left for suntec cos vanessa felt like going
there. was on the train there when rh
msged he was coming down before he went
to work. oh my. just to see me. im so
touched ^^ but dint wanna trouble him
so while on the way back, i changed my mind and
we alighted at novena to get back on the opp side
train and down to city hall. haha. reached and walked around.

*interesting part*
we raced up the escalator to raffles city!!**
hahahaha. so funny. she took one up
i took the other one. cos there were 4 escalators,
2 going up and 2 going down.hahaha
went up to raffles city just to use the toilet.
and we raced down the escalators again.
hahaha

walked through city link mall and all the way to
suntec. bought a lil something for someone ;)
suntec was quite boring la.haha.
walked pass some familiar looking ppl.
shopped a lil. and i found my formal clothes.
i wanna buy! haha. from G2000. but
damn it. so ex la! haha. then plus the shoes.
my goodness gracious me. almost 200bucks.

right. went back to raffles city to walk a lil
and sat at bk for a lil snack. choco cream pie
thing, wadever its called.haha
sat and ate. then walked round again
and finally decided to go home.

came back to tpc and vanessa had craving
for chawamushi. haha. went to sakae
and ate a lil. the chawamushi was damn
nice today. yumm.
took pics and laughed loads.

and went home :)
i slept on the bus and over shot.
waa. damn tired. haha.
so i had to walk one bus stop back.
i like walking along the road whether
at night or in the day.
with light breeze and all. i just like walking.haha

watched bone collector.
omgoodness! its damn bloody sick la.
but v interesting. good movie.
and i absolutely cannot wait till monday.
haha. no more principles of computing lecture!
sch's ending early and we;re going out ^^
tues n wed too. whee!

off`

what we could have been, 22:47.
Friday, August 26, 2005

just woke up not long ago from a 4hr nap.
haha. yeah. pig.
damn, dont think i'll be able to sleep
tonight alr la... damn freaking awake la

anyway, i forgot to blog bout yesterday.
hahaha. too carried away by the quizzes.
yea. i met up with vanessa :)
went down to plaza sing and i spent
10bucks in 10mins! hahaha.
bought a, wad did vanessa call it on her blog?
why the name so weird havent seen it b4.
hahaha. basically, bought a black tube.
so that i can wear it when im wearing my
strapless bra. it wouldnt slip so much. hahaha. learnt
that from smart nicky.
then we had kfc! damn, im so gaining weight.
the amount of food ive had these 3days are,
OMFG la...
next two days, less food. very little food.
and food, only veg and fruits. whoO!
im a bit addicted to veg now anyway.haha.
imagine that, i eat my greens ;)

okay, back to yesterday.
we headed down to bugis street after sitting
at kfc for sometime, chatting/gossiping/bitching.
just catching up. haha. so fun.
had salad!yumm. and vanessa had her v big
$1 cookie! and mountain fries. hahaha.
so so full after all those food and our drinks.
haha. walked around the area and saw nice nice
stuff i want badly. haha. vanessa tried on this
tube dress. so chio!! she got it today. lucky woman...
32 freaking bucks. haha. and i want this off shoulder
top and white skirt thats bout 20 each.

right. watching tv while blogging aint a good thing
haha. get distracted. n now i dont know wad to blog
bout yesterday anymore.hahaha.
so, we shall move on to today!

skipped manufacturing process lecture.
haha. so boring la. and i was so damn tired
the whole day. called my mom. she was having
lunch at crystal jade. freak ah. haha. went down
to tpc. and ronghui refused to go into crystal jade.
cos my aunts were in there. haha.
all four sisters. haha. so i went in while he waited
outside. my 4th aunt. so funny la.
said "if your bf, call him come in la, i brought my specs"
haha. got some cash from mommy and we went
to have sakae lunch instead =)
he came over after lunch n slacked around abit.
my mom went w my aunts to sembawang.
so, house was empty. haha.
fooled around and played pool on my laptop.
he stayed till 5plus and left for home (:

so i went opp to get some food for my bro and
came back home. fell asleep on the sofa. i totally
couldnt keep awake at all. even when i was
talking on the phone. sheesh.

yep. and so, here i am now.
after 4hours of slp and 4hours of blogging.
yes, i took 4 effing hours to type this.
believe it or not. its 2am now!
hahah. was busy chatting n getting distracted
by the tv just now. thats why,nv blog while
watching tv. haha.

kay. shall end this very incredibly long entry
here. oh wait, my mom gave me this very
chio pouch and Za refillable foundation powder!
its a breast cancer fund thing. cos there was
a pink ribbon pin that came with it.
so chio la!!! the pouch n everything's pink!
and the pouch is flowery. foundation thing,
container, its glittery pink =D

right. okay. night!

what we could have been, 22:09.
Thursday, August 25, 2005

i was bored =)
so i did quizzes! hahaha.
from the same place where
vanessa took her quiz.


> shortest personality test.
You are dependable, popular, and observant.Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.You are unique, creative, and expressive.You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!
COMMENTS: i think this is v true.
those who know me,do you?hahaha.

> The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
COMMENT: hmmm. so so so true.
except for that very last part("in this moment" thing).
i dont think i can get or discard love anytime.
haha. crap! pui.

>What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence
You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstrations help you learn best.
You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.
COMMENTS: hmmm. true to a certain extent.
im not that artistic la :)

>Are You Romantic or Realistic?
You Are A Realistic Romantic
You are more romantic than 60% of the population.
It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.You're still taken in by love poems and sunsetsYou just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!
COMMENTS: oh man, so true. hahaha.

> whats your personality type?
Your #1 Match: ESFP
The PerformerYou are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.
COMMENTS: whoO! thats good. haha.
most of it is true, ask ppl around me.hahaha.

> what's your love type?
Your #1 Love Type: ENTP
The VisionaryIn love, you are always trying to improve and grow your relationship.For you, sex should be a spontaneous adventure.Overall, you are magnetic, inspiring, and a charmer.However, you tend to get bored and want to change partners frequently.
Best matches: INFJ and INTJ
COMMENTS: hmmm. i shall accept this. haha. so interesting.

arright.arright. enough. more quizzes
when i feel bored again =)

bedtime.

what we could have been, 22:28.

going out in 3hours time!
lalalalalala..
=)

but im a bit,broke.
hahaha. lend some ppl money.
havent returned me yet ah.

=D
ciao ciao ciao.

what we could have been, 10:33.

comm skills test was a whole load of using
my own common sense. especially qns
on interview skills.
i think i am confident of my letter of
inquiry. so far, no mistakes =)
whoot.

met up with winnie at tampines.
the really really nice girl accompanied
me till 10pm!! i abso love her loads.
haha. talked n all. till ronghui ended
his 3hours of work. so short la...
but we all went home after that. winnie
had to go home alone la. if she hadnt moved
house, we'd still be staying so close.
haha. ma baby sent me home (:

\\reply to tag;

yes PEILI. i love you too =D
you rock. haha.
hmmm. how am i supposed to know why
she come n read my blog in the first place.
i only started reading hers after i heard
she was reading mine. and leaving msgs there.

vanessa, thanks :) i know im nice. hahahaha.
i really cannot wait to meet you later sia. haha.
\
when im nice, im really nice.
when im evil, i can be super evil.
when i hate something, i hate it to the core.
when i love something/someone, i'd
love loads loads (=

the extreme.i like -

what we could have been, 01:03.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005

dont bull with me la.
you trust and have faith in him is YOUR
tai ji. i just wanted to state the fact that
i did not insult your god.

whoever cares whether you had a good
impression of me or not.

and you are not even a threat to me.
i know for sure i wont lose ronghui, not
anytime soon and certainly not to you.
so dont think too much ya?

i am not happy only because you said i
insulted your god when i dint.
i hate being malign.

obviously you passed. i know that.
what i dont know is, how you did that.
read it again, 'how did you pass your eng'

what we could have been, 22:34.

//insult your god?!
wad rubbish you talking about la.
i dint insult YOUR god.
hah. you've really been mentioning
your god the whole time wad.
everything is ASK GOD. ask god.
go join him la. that is basically
an indirect way of asking u to,
'go n die'. n not literally go and
die. obviously. goodness. how did you pass
your english anyway. and arent you NOT supposed
to use your god in vain or something.

commandment said dun misuse the name or the Lord

whoever who tagged my blog the last
time dint seem to understand that
either. CHECK YOUR BIBLE.
even I, a non-christian, actually know that!

-clears throat-
done ranting for today...

oh fuck! theres still stuff bout amrana!
bloody fugly byatch.
yeah. thats bout it.

comm skills test tmr!
rh's not working! =D
hahahaha. yayy.

went for 'must love dogs' with
mr.limronghui at bishan today.
missed the time slot for the tpc eng wah
branch. so we headed down to bishan
to try our luck. hahaha.
i thought the movie was good.
loved it. but its prob damn boring for him.
its sucha girl movie. just reminds me
of the movies i usually watched with my
girlfriends last year every after school outings.
hahaha. great old times.

i finally got my 5566 cd!! =D
doesnt sound very nice.
only some songs sound better a lil.
but, maybe after listening a few times
it just may sound good. haha.
first track alr sound so chinese new year.

cant wait till thurs.
and its okay vanessa, its just 2 times
you blew me off. n you couldnt help it. im an
understanding person la. haha. if i can understand
that someone needs to work so much n actually
not complain so much, i can understand
your case too. haha.

i rock my world at times and i love it.
im a bitch sometimes but i like it.
i can be evil but i dont care.

i hate fake ppl. all fakers suck to fucking hell.
I'M obviously REAL.
i dont fake nice. im who i am.
=D

ciaos. blog more later or something.

what we could have been, 19:31.
Monday, August 22, 2005

had eng oral at bartley sec today
WHOALAOEH. damn it la
i was alright at first, then the
more i read the passage to the
examiner, the more nervous i got
sia!! i dont even know why!
goodness!! and i think my face was,
uh, red! shiat... hahah. cos i could feel
it a little bit hot =P
HACK LA.

written exam's always much easier =)
sch was fun today. hahaha. basically
did, nothing! haha. n time passed so
freaking fast. before i even knew it,
it was time for me to leave for my
oral at bartley.
brought my bro's FHM to sch.
shared w my class. see, i so nice. haha
all guys ma. share our mags...
they even read my CLEO the last time
i brought it to class. as long as there's
half naked girls in lingerie or swim suits,
they;d love to read the mag.
bringing maxim soon. hahaha.

gonna go watch movie tmr morn!!
yayy... with mr.limronghui =D
hammie.(haha. havent used that word in like, ages!)
whoot.
then, im gonna be going out with
vanessa dearest this thursday!
we'd be going shopping loads...
whee. so exciting. ive gotta study tmr night.
comm skills common test this wed. and
next week is week 15! tests, exams, all coming...
whoO!

arright. bedtime.
night all.

what we could have been, 12:20.
Sunday, August 21, 2005

i hate weekends.
-chants-
must find something to do.
-chants-

the thing about most ppl,
including me.
is that when theres absolutely
nothing to do, n loads of time
to relax and do whatever, like
slp or something, we could
literally die of boredom.
but when theres loads to do,
work, sch, hmwk, projects blah blah...
everyone starts complaining bout
how lack of slp, how little
time they have to go out n relax.

been thinking bout it,
n i think, i;d really rather have loads to do,
keep myself busy most of the time so i
dont have to think so much bout anything
and have something to do, keep me occupied.
ive always liked the feeling of being v busy.
but i'll complain a bit here n there la, who
wouldnt la. the one thing singaporeans love
doing a lot is complain.

ive got to, RE-INVENT MYSELF
hahaha. read september issue of CLEO.
do something different.
and "small ways to improve your life"
keep an ongoing daily to-do list -
right. like thats possible when ive got nothing to do.
quit worrying about what others think -
quit worrying! i havent really been worrying bout
wad otheres think. ive only been worrying bout
everything else besides what others think! haha.
let someone spoil you -
let someone spoil me?! who?? the one person
who can do that is working. has been working,
every single day of the week. he aint free to
spoil me. im alr spoilt anyway. -hem, in a diff
way- by my mom. haha.

so, sigh.
hahaha. cool. super long entry.
crapped soo much. haha.. did wad vanessa suggested
and blogged a whole lot to kill time.haha
kink(excolleague) called to chat just now.
talked n laughed. haha. talking to peili now.
=)
PEILI SO CUTE!! -there, ive said it.
hahaha. i shall mention her in every entry
from now on! then she will read n tag! hahahaha.
apparently, she reads my blog n nv tags! haiyoo.
why why. hahaha. okay, PEILI, TAGG!! haahaha.
alright. i seriously have got nothing to blog
bout any more.
haha. kay.. this should be enough crapping =)

its 837PM!! exactly 1hour later. hahahah.
ciao.

what we could have been, 19:37.

have you ever wandered,
how life can change in an instant?



destiny will find her way.

what we could have been, 02:11.

WTF.
blogged again.
published.
and voowala!
my whole fucking
entry, GONE!!
arhh!!

breathe in -
breathe out -
breathe in -
FART OUT -
hahaha. learnt that
from ronghui dearest.
hahahaha. whOO

kay. lazy type everything
again. ciao.

what we could have been, 01:14.
Saturday, August 20, 2005

whoot.
a saturday home again.
WALAO!i wanna go tpc lei.
get 5566 cd! damn damn.
out yesterday.
rahh.

=) love my layout.
hmm. channel5 villa wellness
seems interesting. ive
gotta watch. see whether
got influence me to really
go on a diet. haha.

my parents went for nkf checkup
this morn. mom was giving me
health education over lunch.
haha.

right.this is so damn boring.
off

what we could have been, 14:52.

great.
ive been blogging at least
twice a day! this isnt good.
ive got nothing better to do.
haha.

going out with vanessa tmr!!
hoo yeah yeah yeah.
gotta find formal clothes.
and i wanna get stuff from
giordano too la..

then theres eng oral on monday
1 more freakin day.
monday. shall be a good day,
i hope.
and tuesday!! no comm skills
lesson in the morn. sch's
gonna start only at 3pm!
going out. (=
yay.

watched 'drive me crazy' on channel5
n now, theres 'lets shoot' on channel u
whoot. talking bout stealing stuff.
its so perfectly normal for kids around
ages 14-16 to steal something.
wadever the something is.
its a teenager thing.

wa, why all the speakers from the
schools always china ppl ah?!
or the singaporeans faking the cheena
slang trying to sound china ?
i really doubt so. haha.

kay. gonna write letter! =D

-baby thinking of you keeps
me up all night

what we could have been, 13:30.

new layout!
found this.
its damn cute la.
hahaha.
see vanessa, told you
i'd use it =)

im freakin tired. night.

what we could have been, 04:39.

kns.
i change the add,
the tags n links n songs n all
cant appear when i use my laptop.
fuuck la.
then change back, can see everything
again. knn. fine. shall leave
it then. irritating.

my blog. i write wadever i like
i want. do wadever i want w it.

> dont wanna be the last to know.

what we could have been, 01:52.
Friday, August 19, 2005

nothing really lasts forever.

what we could have been, 14:25.

YAYY! KELLY got in!!

OMFG!! no way!
wei lian ?!!?!
whyyy!?? wa piang eh.
im gonna cry.

what we could have been, 00:10.
Thursday, August 18, 2005

dont read if you're not happy
with wad i write =)

what we could have been, 21:02.

ASK GOD. ASK GOD?!
bloody hell, go join him la.

damn, ive got to find something
to do. staying hm all day is so
fucking boring.
my dad says go work.
shiat la. tell me not to work
now say go work la.
RAHH. make up your minds.
damn it.. that's where my fickle mindedness
came from. BOTH my parents!

had enough. BAH.

what we could have been, 18:27.

sch was, pretty alright.
i went a lil wee bit crazy
for no reason. haha.
yeah. felt good.

hookay. study time :)
theres jue dui superstar tonight!
whoot.

what we could have been, 14:41.

teacher's absent!
whoot!

gonna meet mommy after sch
and i wanna go shop at gior!
hahaha. there;s stuff i wanna buy
from there (=

i feel like playing pool.

what we could have been, 11:01.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005

well, see, if you dint get wad i posted
just now, i dont really care wad happened.
it happened, in the past.
and that goodbye, was to say BYEBYE to
you. get outta my life. thank you very much.
stop squeezing in and get on w yours.
so now you know he lied, whether thats even
true or not. (once again, i dont give a fuck.)
it should be easier for you to get over with it all.
if its that difficult, get another guy.
if that's also so difficult cos there aint any other guy.
read a mag or something. girl mags always have
ways for you to get over your ex.

once again. goodbye!
btw, thanks for giving me
some extra stuff to blog about.

what we could have been, 23:12.

had a lousy monday.
had a good tuesday.
had a not very good wednesday
which actually started pretty well.
thursday doesnt seem any better.
neither does fri.
then theres the weekends again.
i wander why im living the life
im living now. with not much to live
for, just sch sch and boring old sch.
its poly.
sch used to be fun.
like, VERY fun. with ppl im so close
to and can laugh together, share secrets
with the girls although some of them may
be passed round anyway.
no matter how lousy my mood was there'd
be ppl there to make me smile.
i miss beatty.
-cant wait for teachers' day.

okay. its 4pm. and i still havent published this
shit. hahaha. sian....

it aint any of your business whether we are
tog or not =) and i dont really care whether
you gave him up or not. you still asked for
a break before isnt that true. dont lie.
his mom not letting him have a gf is another
story. liang hui shi.

goodbye.

what we could have been, 13:46.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005

tuesday.
ooh... tuesday.
how i hate tuesday nights.
cos the very next day there's
semestral project.
argh...

sch ends at 1pm tmr.
i gotta come home after sch.
cos i have no where to go anyway.
noo nobody go out w me.
and i have to try get C++ into my head.
rahh. fri got test ah...

DAMN! and my seventeen card haven take ah.
tmr last day leh. sai la =(
how the hell do u get to genting lane??
sigh. nvm. i shall ask my mom tmr morn
or something.

yea.
ciao.

what we could have been, 23:50.
Monday, August 15, 2005

my mom makes sense sometimes.
and that sucks.

i love vanessa chia jie yi.
she's the greatest friend anyone
can have =)
she;s been there for me almost
always. when everyone else is busy
and i need someone to talk to,
bitch with, gossip and when i
need someone to go out with
or to turn to. she's almost always there...
been through so much, i dont
know wad i'd do w/o her.
i wander, if she were a guy, she'd be a
super good bf eh? but thats sick,
i can nv imagine her being one. hahaha.

thank you so so so much girl.
you rock. like the best friend/sister
i never had. haha.
arent you touched? hahaha. yeah..
gotta stop tearing alr. haha.

what we could have been, 22:47.

fuckK!
argh!! grrr. im pissed.
angry, frustrated, sad, fucked up.
wadever! just not in a good mood
AT ALL. ARGHH.

=(

i need time alone.
everything sucks to hell now.
ciao

what we could have been, 21:37.
Sunday, August 14, 2005

went out with vanessa today :)
oh my goodness. she rocks la.
haha. i love her.
she's the greatest.

got my harry potter book 6!
yayy! finally. the scholastics one.
nice nice. ive finally got something
to do other than watching tv
and surfing the net and thinking
of someone who always seems to be busy.

we went to bugis to shop a lil at
bugis street. bought a skirt at $10 bucks
im not very sure i like it loads n loads.
but it alright :)
hahaha. i also got a nice, quite big ring.
yes, this one, i love loads. but $5 eh.haha.
and machi's nicky lee's new album at 7bucks!
whoot. hahaha. was fun.
we walked and walked and i found this
2nd level place w a shopping arcade and
air con! haha. theres also a bugis cafe.
yummy food. everything looked nice
but we had salad. hers was, uh, some
ham n cheese thing and i had, chicken?
haha. all i know is i actually like salad!
i eat my greens but ive never been a big fan
of salad. its good. and cheap! =)
must go back there again la.haha. no more town
le la. now all go bugis. whoot!
town;s getting super boring anyway.

had a whole load of fun taking pics on the mrt
train and laughing so so much at all
the v ugly and funny pics we took. but
there were nice ones too la =)
i think the 2 girls opp us thought we were
absolutely siao. hahaha.

right. im off.
cant wait to start reading my bookie!

what we could have been, 21:23.

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PANASONIC VS2
so chio!! i wann... someone
sponsor?? buy for me.hahaha.
but i dont need it la.
wad i need, a new skirt
and i want that nike shoe!
hahaha. i want those $15.90 earrings
too and nice tops.
and and! i need NEED my
formal stuff la... clothes and
shoes too. )=

repeat of lets shoot on channel u
now. i LOVE ming pai. hahaha.
branded stuff rocks. but im poor.
so no branded goods for me.haha.
my branded is = guess,zara,LV,GUCCI,
ralph lauren(spell?) haha. etc..

oh man! haha.
kay. i'll blog again later if im bored.
woau. ive blogged twice alr.haha.
and im ordering mac again later!
my bro wants. haha. yayy. gonna call
ronghui =)

what we could have been, 00:51.
Saturday, August 13, 2005

i miss you -

staying home on a saturday is
perfectly normal!
hahaha.
stayed up the whole night.
and only fell aslp at round
7am? haha. my mom came in n switched
off the lights! so i practically
fell aslp 10mins later. sigh.
anyway, that silly boy worked his
ass off till 10plus! went home and
knocked out. and his working again
tonight!! my goodness la. )= xtt.

anyhoots.im going out tmr!!
no MATTER WAD. ive got to get out.
get to town n bugis. and tpc too.
thank god i have someone like vanessa =)
she rocks my world, besides my darling,
she;s the next best thing.hahaha.
love her. hahaha. NO, im NOT les.haha.
okay, so anyway, gotta go tpc cd hut.
town, wheelock place borders for my
harry potter book 6 american version!
its out! and its soo on 30% discount.
haha. well, i hope it is. cos theres
this coupon in the papers today for borders
regularly priced items. WHOOT.

then theres bugis. cds! i wanna get china
ban cds. haha. pan wei bo, tong en, blah blah.
sorry la, i not so rich so i gotta buy
china bans when i wanna buy the cds v much
cos of the nice nice songs.
at least it aint piracy. heh.

// alrighty then.
for what its worth,
if the msg is really for me.
i still think it is very fair indeed that
you lost, as you have said.
dont be sore, you were the one who
dint want him in the first place.
rest assured that i would definitely
treasure him, more than
you did only after you lost him.
you're just gaining other ppl;s pity by acting
all weak and depressed cos he decided he
dint wanna get back tog w you after you
wanted a break up and a patch again.
he dint leave you, you left him.
you were the one who was too fickle minded.

but anyway, im happy for him that he actually got lucky,
whether cos he's free from you or he
found and chose me ;)

no matter how much you miss him,
wanna get back w him, it'll nv happen.
you know it. its not becos he avoided you.
its not becos he's got me.
even if i wasnt in the picture, it still wont
ever happen. face the fact, he's gone.
you let him go once and he;ll nv come back ever
again. ever heard of "hao ma bu chi hui tou cao"?

im being a bitch but i like it.
whatchu gonna do about it man?
haha..

yes. done ranting.

off`

what we could have been, 21:28.

you're my only hope-

slept from 3pm to 8+pm..
my clock is so messed up alr.
and im still awake now!
haha. ordered mac.
had my nuggets and got loads
of sauces w it. haha. yumm.
this is why i can nv lose weight.
plus the laziness to get down
to exercising, i think, 10yrs
down the road, i'd be super overweight.
haha.damn! that cannot happen!
im getting uglier anyway.
haha. i cant seem to take nice pics
anymore! urgh. all the pics come out
ew? pics i took used to look so nice =(
wads happening?

alright. zhabo-ed loh's MP lecture.
haha. hope someone helped me sign
attendance.. i was too sian and rh
was too tired. poor boy.
working overnight now.again.
whoot!
cabbed hm n slp till 8pm!
im wide awake. w nothing to dO!
how boring can this get.

LA LA LA LA`

what we could have been, 04:41.
Friday, August 12, 2005

WTFF!!??
WHYWHYWHY??

why lidat??! why derrick out??
ahhh.. )=
why he out. im so fucking sad now.
i love his voice so very much.
sigh. bloody hell la. why M1 in.
in the end he still cannot win
junyang one loh.
wa... why liddat. )'=

sigh.
anyhows, i went out w winnie n vanessa
today. hah. met up w winnie after sch
n 3 of us, including rh, went to
play pool while waiting for vanessa
to get outta her house so we could
have our sakae buffet lunch.haha.

played for like an hour.
and so far, nic n winnie have got their
names submitted to apply for that
mac delivery job. haha. lucky peeps.
if they get through the interview,
they can start work! but i got through
part of the interview and dint even get
to go for the other part cos my mom
dint allow me to work. WTH!

okay, back to playing pool. played for an
hour and left. rh went to work n we headed
down to wheelock place to have sakae.
i still think the tpc sakae is better.
ate till so full la. n talked n talked.
haha. vanessachia went hm after food.
so winnie n i went to walk round town a bit
trying to help the whole load of food in
our stomachs digest faster.

found loads of stuff i want ohsomuch!
damn it. and i cant spend too much.
mom's been making so much noise...
cham. im becoming more n more spendthrift.
and no income! see! i need to go work.
urgH! anyway, theres this pair of earrings
at isetan. $15.90! rings w butterflies n all.
so chio la. damn, i love em...
haha.

ah.. nvm.
im still sad, why derrick out.
ohyes, was just bored just now so i went
to add more pics to friendster...
some old pics too. sigh. i miss beatty la.
the crazy moments and night study.
sighhh...
off`

what we could have been, 00:09.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005

LEFT 15MINS! hurry!!
vote for DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN!
now now now.

1900 112 1003

freakin tired.
couldnt wake up this morn...
i have got to slp early tonight.
but i doubt that would happen.
i'll just slp earlier..
haha. its alr 1043pm.

zhao-ed after 1hr of stupid ah leong's
semestral project. he checked our grp's
project anyway. hope he dint notice
the few of us gone. haha.
went to bishan.walked round aimlessly.
great. haha.
went hm after awhile. and rh went to work.
slept till mom bought dinner back.
i dint even wanna wake up for dinner.
so damned tired la. no choice, forced to wake up
and have dinner. damn la. if nt i wont have
eaten anything the whole day.haha.
nt hungry at all anyway.

gonna meet up w vanessa and maybe winnie
too tmr afternoon! :) love em.
ma gfs rock. haha.
off.


"but if destiny decided i should look the other way
then the world would nv know the greatest story ever told
and did i tell you that i love u,
just how much i really need you
did u tell you that i love you tonight. "
> oliver james (=

what we could have been, 22:43.

whee!!
WHOOT~
hahahha. im high :)
been high since, i cant remember
when.hahaha. since i met nic
and walked around window shopping
tog? haha. havent been high for
like so long la.

OHYES! i saw this shoulder bag i
abso love sosososo much.hahaha.
i think it looks funky.haha.
n i like it. and its only $12 !
but i dint buy. now i regret.
i shall get it tmr =)
but rh cant go w me lei.
sigh. he has to work, again...
poor boy la.

anyhows, had fun today :)
mom woke me up super early in the morn
to go to town for breakfast and shopped.
i dint get anything for myself lei.
but my parents got like, loads of stuff la.
sigh. went to kovan to buy stuff from
cold storage. just nice, yiling just got
off from work. so my parents went hm and
i accompanied her to have lunch at bishan
ajisen. walked round, she went hm n nic
msged me. met her, and that was the start
of our window shopping spree! hahaha.
saw some fireworks and after that,
the whole damn place (city hall) was so
fucking packed w sweaty smelly singaporeans.
hahaha :x
sooo squeezy. im starting to hate crowds.

alright. im hm now and nt that high no more.
haha. starting to feel more n more tired.
sian ji bua. tmr still got school.

hmm. heard bout blog fights again.hahaha.
well, in my opinion, i think that ppl who have
their stuff copied by others should at least be
a bit happy ah.hahaha. cos its like a
compliment! ppl love the stuff u come up w.
your creativity. like, u start the trend?
hahaha (: cool~
and why cant we live in harmony.
im sure everyone has copied from someone
else before. u cant come up w everything on
ur own unless you totally have your own style.
its so easy to see ppl on the streets wearing
the same top or shoes that u have.
or even carrying the same bag. is that considered
copying too? obviously nt right. they just
happened to buy the same stuff as u.
n sometimes ppl tend to think alike as well!
same taste in clothes, colour, ect.
it aint anyone;s fault.
so ppl, lets all be friends. rejoice. live in harmony.
learn to share. yep. thats all.hahaha.
no offence ah! nt aiming anyone or wad.
dont later come call me ah, scold me on blogs ah.
hahaha. if u nt happy, then ur prob.hahaha.
i dont care. this is my blog. MINE!
i write wadever crap, wadever fucking shit
i like. :D

off`

what we could have been, 02:08.
Monday, August 08, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

just realised, i havent blogged today!
hahaha. so ive got something to do
for the time being. whoot!
hahaha.

dl-ing photoshop cs2 trial on my laptop.
so cool. haha. i think i wont use it so
often also. duno how to use!
i know how to la. just, my knowledge
of all the functions in photoshop is v
very limited. hahaha.

anyhows, sch was such shit today.
went through the whole day trying my
very best nt to slp in any of the lectures.
it was all a blurr.haha.
stayed back for C++ make up lesson for tmr.
damn that amran.
tmr national day, still dowan let us off early.
managed to stay alive till the end
without freezing to death even w my
denim jacket on! that lab is always super cold.

ronghui came over again =)
and mommy ordered pizza!
she said its a reward for me.
AIYO! i dont want food for reward
i want $$$$$$$! hahahaha.
reward for wad??
cos i got a fucking B+ for MATHS!!!
WHOOT!!~ yayyyy! hahaha.
B+ eh!! im so proud of myself.
and i have to, definitely have to thank
mr lim ronghui for all he has done.

and maybe cos my bro wanted to eat too la.
cos the pizza was a lil cold by the time we
got back hm n ate it. but i still love
the drumlets. ma fav :D

rh stayed till 9pm before he left for work.
overnight again... sigh. poor thing.

hmm. yep. been online ever since :)
and photoshop is still downloading!!
waa.. damn bloody slow la.

off`

what we could have been, 00:00.
Sunday, August 07, 2005

when in doubt,
BUY IT!!


coutesy of the heeren shops tv. haha.
so interesting.

just got hm from shopping w winnie!
hahaha. met up w her round 1+
and shopped till like, an hour agO!
hahaha. yay. bought a new bag.
small. haha.

shopped,gossiped, talked, bitched and
recalled many good old times
we had in beatty. those were the days..
the days when i was so crazy,
i amuse myself most of the time.haha.

anyhows,we were heading down to far east
from heeren late evening when these
2 guys stopped us for a survey.
bout savings plan or something.
from survey, to briefing bout their
company;s plans for saving in one of
those red tents stuff along orchard road.
waaa!!! fucking waste of time la.
said wad, only take up 5mins of our time
to explain the whole thing.
in the end, i think we spent a whole
hour inside listening to their crap.
no way will i get a saving plan now la.
no income, save my allowance for wad..
if want also wait till i get a fucking job
first before i even consider.

ya, anyway..life;s as boring as ever right now.
i need something to spice it up alil.
argh!! someone kill me ALR.
or i'll just die of boredom living this
life im living. even towns super boring.

right. enuff! off!

what we could have been, 23:06.
Saturday, August 06, 2005

"another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
you made me feel good, made me smile.
i see it now, and i, can say its gone
that would be a lie
cannot control this thing called love"

im so so bored!
hahaha. listening to
another day, lene marlin.
=)

what we could have been, 18:18.

-slept at 4am
-woke up at 11am
-watched repeat of project
superstar at 12pm.
-had lunch at 1pm.
-slacked in my room from 130pm
to 3pm.watched tv n online-ed
-ronghui called at 3++pm.
-talked a bit throughout his
long bus ride.
-im sick of this.
-cant find anything to do on
weekends and online.
-im just lazy so im blogging
in point form.
-meeting winnie at 630pm later on.
-dont know wad to wear.
-most prob gonna be out till late.
-once im out, doubt i;d feel like coming
home again.
-life's seriously getting super boring.
im getting tired of poly.
-have been in a bad mood this whole week.
-no idea why.
-feeling lonely.
-friends mostly busy w their own life,
study, work. blah blah.
-wadever.
-national day's coming.
-not feeling excited bout it at all.
-right. off to bathe n prepare to go out
meet dearest winnie.

ciao.

what we could have been, 16:47.
Friday, August 05, 2005

slept 2 hours last night.
im so lack of sleep!!
haiyo.hahaha.
thats prob the reason
for all my super big mood swings.
its like, one moment im happy
and the next im sad or pissed.
ive been so depressed these 2days
over only god knows wad reason, cos i dont.
cry over the littlest things.sigh,
finally,this whole nt v good week
is over!! TGIF.

gotta go slp soon.
then can accompany rh till
the whole of tonight =)
poor boy working overnight!
aiyo... he lidat no need slp le loh.
tsk tsk tsk. i shall order mac
tonight.hahaha. see if my bro
wants to eat anything.
n gonna go tm for breakfast early tmr
morn =D

ohyes, i love the ear rings loads la.
hahaha. i just so so so love it!!
ah, thank you so so much la vanessa ;)
really. you rock (: greatest ever.

off`

-study STUDY study STUDY-
(psychoing myself to studyhard.hahah)

what we could have been, 18:09.
Thursday, August 04, 2005

OMFG!!!
just watched that shopping king
shopping queen show thingie.
the one hosted py patricia mok
n bryan. HUAlaoeh.
damn it la.
now i wanna go HK so fucking
much to shop la. siao liao la.
end of this yr. MUST GO!
gonna beg my mommy.
nt going australia no more.
HK HK HK!!! wahahhaaa =P

anyhows, went to play pool w rh
after sch today. waseh. now beattians
nv go pooling anymore le ah??
everytime i went to tpc pool place
it used to be so filled w ppl i know.
but it was totally empty when we got
there today! hahaha. so cool la.
like got most of the whole place
to ourselves. and luckily for me,
cos i havent played pool for a super
long period of time and i
sucked so badly at it alr.hahaha.

by the time more ppl started coming in,
i improved.a lil.hahaha. sort of.
or tyko. duno la. heh..
had fun =D
then met up w vanessa!
oohh i lub her!!
hahaha. she rocks.
i finally got my 4mths late bday
present and its kitty ear rings!
yayy.. haha. thank you so soo much
dear girlly =) we went to orchard,
accompanied her while she ate
yoshi n waited for siying to come
n watch movie w her.
we gossiped more, and bitched even
more. so funny la.hahaha.
hope we'd be able to meet again on
sat. or i;d have to stay hm again.

so i came hm after she went for her movie
and here i am! goodness, i was so freakin
tired on the bus. n the bus ride was
so uncomfortable. sigh. nobody's
shoulder to slp on ah. hahaha. nah,
the seats were too close tog also la.haha.

okie! SUPERSTAR TIME!
vote for KELLY!! =D
ciao

what we could have been, 20:30.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005

VOTE FOR DERRICK!!
and that JUNYANG.

M1 = 1900 112 1001
M4 = 1900 112 1004
(this one nt sure correct not)

orh... damn!
if both get into the finals,
duno who to support anymore.
jia lat. haha.
both damn bloody good la.

and PLEASE everyone, DO NOT,
absolutely do nt vote for M2.
jason lousy!!
he can go hm slp loh. heh.

no eng today!
yay. no angeline yang.
so i got to wake up later.
but still nt enough slp.
cabbed down to serangoon gardens
to have breakfast w rh.
heh mee! mygoodness.haha.

then cabbed to sch.
so early la.
reached at 1030am.
when the lesson starts at 11.
great, now the whole class of
guys are ALL super hooked on
DOTA. wad so nice bout warcraft
lei? everyday play same game
nt sian. nw i know,
so my bro wasnt the only crazy
fella who keeps playing the same
game over n over n nt get sick of it.
i can now declare that
almost all other guys are the same!

wa, siao liao la.
im gonna get more of rh;s niao pian
tmr. ahh! he cant stop singing
the stupid song jacky wu sang.
u can hear it this fri and on
the GUESS show ads.

hookay. why all the ppl i wanna talk
to nt online?! sian.
`off.

what we could have been, 22:27.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005

SHIAATT!
this sucks.
sch started yesterday.
boring shit.

save me someone.
from this v boring life im
living. make it fun-ner.
im suffering from a lack of
SIAO-ness in my life.
loosing it all!
all my craziness.
all my crazy cells, where have they
gone?? ahhhh! even I find myself
boring. wtf la..

argh/
off`

what we could have been, 21:11.

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