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Sunday, April 29, 2007

last friday of the month, late night shopping.
it sucked. singapore's late night shopping is pathetic.
but i had good company. and i got to meet some of qianli's colleagues.
(:
she bought shoes and i got a new wallet.
sat around at cosmopolitan telling her and her friend, amos, lame racist jokes while talking bout other stuff and we ordered pizza.
the stupid waiter who "took" our order, FORGOT to key it in and the kitchen ppl didnt make any pizza. and we only asked about it after the last order.
what poor service.

saturday was spent with my parents.
i got new jacket that my parents chose and rushed me into convincing myself that i liked it.(i was ok with it only) while my dad got a new belt he took all his time to choose.
i had jap for lunch, haagan daaz fondue with extra strawberries from coldstorage and korean for dinner. omg, the amounts i eat these days are scary.
i slept my entire sunday away and skipped dinner (:

nice. pfft.
i keep feeling fucking fat.
like my weight keeps increasing nonstop.
but i keep wanting to eat! fuck. something's wrong

--
Girl: Do you really love me?
Boy: Of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear you say it.
Boy: I don't have to.
Girl: Why not?
Boy: Because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words.
Boy: I can't...
The girl started to cry softly and said:
Then you don't love me...
The two continued to walk in silence. They
reached the girls home.
Girl: Why?
Boy: Do you really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough..."*

what we could have been, 15:26.
Thursday, April 26, 2007

i feel like shit now.
dropped my bag accidentally just now with my hdd inside and now it doesnt work.
all my documents gone. the only things i managed to copy out was my music and pictures folders ):
something bad happens and i start to crack all over again.
shouldnt have brought it out today.
shouldnt have hung it behind the door on that stupid pathetic hook.
if i knew so much, i'd be god. break up wont have happened and my life would be the most perfect of all. but its not even close to almost perfect.
2007 isnt my year at all. and to think that my dad actually said i'll have a better year than 2006.

what we could have been, 23:18.
Monday, April 23, 2007

pictures of the lovely ladies i was with
and the second tray of apple shooters we ordered.
quite nice know, and i think its kinda very mild?
very strong green apple taste (:
random pictures:
























haiz. fyp sucks

what we could have been, 21:52.
Sunday, April 22, 2007

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zouk/phuture with qianli & shuann last night.
i love those girls and i wanna meet up with colleen again soon (:
its been over 10years and they're still darlings.
someone made my night with just 1 textmsg
and 2australians bought us drinks. lol

and in the day, celebrated my dad's birthday at goodwood's thaivillage restaurant.
gawd, its been a long time since i had such good food.
a whole pot of sharksfin perperson and a whole abalone in their special sauce perperson! and the grouper fish was so damn fresh, it had pure white meat. bill came up to $600+ but it was all worth it (:

what we could have been, 16:32.
Thursday, April 19, 2007

Happy Birthday Peili ! (:

hope you have a wonderful day.
parkhotel aka crownprince swensens dinner with them to celebrate her birthday was fun and really filling.
altho, the salmon&mushroom pasta in cream sauce i ordered, came out as salmon & mushroom pasta in horrid sauce. the sauce tastes alright really. its just, NOT creamy! it was fucking watery loh! it was like drinking diluted soup.

all the couples there were all so sweet.
we came up with so much peer pressure chanting "kiss kiss kiss!", after pressuring her to dance on the chair while we sang the birthday song, that they did it! aww...
shing's cam lag. otherwise we'd have a picture of it (:

what we could have been, 01:19.
Monday, April 16, 2007





















200 pounds beauty.
and i love the movie so much, ive alr watched it twice!
my life's really stale right now.
and i can conclude that i have pretty expensive taste.
cause whatever ive picked out lately, whether clothes shoes or whatever, they all seem to fall in the pricier category =/

what we could have been, 23:00.

i got a new layout (:
done. with errors i cant debug. lol
bare with it. the brown monster known as peili/jianwei in peili's comp's msn emoticons is really quite cute yer know.

the whole of last week was, a total breeze.
presentation sucked.
i tortured my feet twice this week
and i bought a CK top today for 89bucks :D
its lovely.

nothing much happened
i went out with my parents on both weekends
and i miss qianli alr :/

OH WAIT,
i went out with vanessa last weekend :]
its been sooo long since ive had an outing with that girl.
shes still as cute as ever.
subway dinner and shopping at vivo.
i didnt buy anything, but she did.
pity winnie couldnt make it.
otherwise we could have fondue to go along.
and then i'd have to go back into depression to starve for another 2weeks so i could lose the weight again! haha. it was a bit of a blessing in disguise then.

im rattling on. so i should go sleep now.

but first, this is the balloon the girls gave me for my birthday. lol
its pretty much very deflated right now with so little helium inside it isnt floating anymore. randomness.
nightnight.

what we could have been, 01:33.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

when you walk away
i count the steps that you take
do you see how much I need you right now?

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it OK
I Miss You

i've never felt this way before
everything that I do
reminds me of you
and the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you
i love the things that you do

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were

all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything I do I give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

what we could have been, 15:48.
Saturday, April 07, 2007

i found super interesting facts online :

-Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.

-If the population of China walked past you in single file, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.

-If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.

-Marilyn Monroe had six toes. (WTF?)

-Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do.

-Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand.

-The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

-The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.

-A cockroach will live nine days without its head, before it starves to death.

-A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

-A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes.

-A snail can sleep for three years.

-All Polar bears are left-handed.

-Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.

-Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants.

-No word in the English language rhymes with month.


and thats about it. lol

what we could have been, 06:14.
Friday, April 06, 2007

its been one of the better weeks ive had since 1mth ago.
sunday and monday were obviously, very good days.
tuesday sucked. and weds was interesting.
thursday, very normal and friday's a HOLIDAY.
(:
gonna go over to nic's soon, so last min.
and tmr may just be an ultra packed day.
preparation of presentation on sunday, otherwise, ill be so screwed.

what we could have been, 15:38.
Monday, April 02, 2007

thanks to all yall who have wished me throughout the day!
yall remembered !! haha. thanks.

plus, peili kf jac nic shumin winnie all ganged up and made this super sweet surprise for me in school but it sort of got spoilt a little bit. i was surprised. really was but not that much. hahah
but i totally appreciate all the trouble you darlings went through..

i love you guys.
they bought a huge balloon for me with a card and a surprise mango cake and sang a birthday song for me after i ended the hell fyp (:
dinner at nydc and walked around town with the balloon floating around. now it's tied to my drawer knob :D
had lunch at amk's pizza hut with rh, his team members and another extra guy.
i havent had a surprise birthday thing since sec3! thank youu..

and when i was looking around in topshop with nic, this angmoh guy came up to me and wished me happy birthday cause he read the balloon. lol

and im Nineteen.
damn it, next year i'd be OLD.
fuck.

what we could have been, 23:11.

Happy Birthday To ME! (:

i have to thank all those few who remembered and sent a msg (:
cause im nice. its according to timing. and the first 3 were before 12am. haha
vanessa, winnie, mercy, rh[: , jiunn, bro, shiying, kafung, jac, Peili, nicole and barry! :D

i have to say, ive never felt this happy in quite awhile.
yes, i went out with rh. i still dont like doing the ex part.
we shopped (: i didnt find anything i wanted in particular, cause i actually didnt step into topshop or f21. haha. mostly into mens section only.
he bought a pair slippers that cost 45bucks(reef). and 2 tshirts i picked (:
it felt almost like the breakup didnt happen. almost :\
and then he called me darling (accidentally i think) haha

okay, sounds stupid. but im happy.
and i know maybe one day i'd look back and think why.
WHY?! but right now's now. take a step at a time.

its so literally a step at a time that i still dont know what special thing i should do on my birthday tmr. besides being locked up in school from 830am till 6pm the entire day.

and i had a chocolate waffle from gelare for my birthday cake today. shared it with mythat boy♥

good night.
p.s.i should thank my parents too huh, for bringing me to this world on this special day 19years ago when i made my mom go through all that pain. haha.
hope i win toto today(2/4/07)!
wish me luck! love yall.

what we could have been, 00:11.
Sunday, April 01, 2007

i watched pathfinder with my parents today.
bloody violent movie but i think 300 is better.

and, there was a fucking guai lan fella sitting infront of us. particularly, in front of my mom. and he claims that my mom kept kicking his seat throughout the movie.

first of all, we were watching it at vivocity's golden village. the screens are damn huge and so is the space between each row or seats. me being so tall, didnt even kick the seat in front of me when i crossed my leg. how the hell my mom keep kicking?! she's so much shorter than me loh.

and then after he complained the first time halfway through the movie, i went to notice my mom's legs a bit more. she uncrossed her legs after awhile and didnt cross them again. so how the hell she keep kicking when both her feet are on the ground.
stupid ahnehs.( i think he's ah neh, my father says so and he sure sounded like one )

he just kept turning around after the movie to STARE.
i went to ask wtf he was looking at. ( of course, i didnt say fuck. it was a public place and i wasnt thaat pissed at that point ).
didnt catch much of what he kept talking about tho, dont forget, he sounds like ahneh so its pretty difficult to get what he kept trying to say with that soft gay voice of his.
he got scolded by my dad too.
and all he could do was walk off and mumble somemore of what sounded like scolding me a bitch?!

OH C'MON!
is that all you've got?! you big fugly ah neh adult.
to think he was actually a freakin' ADULT. he doesnt act his age really. i didnt even use vulgarities you know. and when he couldnt argue anymore, he just calls ppl a bitch! LOL.
LOSER.
as if that's gonna hurt.

what we could have been, 01:39.

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