YAY! blogger's back.
fucking blogger's back.
and its almost 12am.
so ive got to go to bed.
and wake up so fucking early again tmr
morning. and go for fucking work.
not v nice job now that its gonna be
so fucking boring. but wait, at least there;s
still auntie sally there. if not, sigh.
i might as well quit the whole fucking thing
and go looking for a new job all over again.

waiting for pay so i can go out,
relax and shop a lil.
i want my N7270 and green sling bag
from crumbler!! haha.

ok, fine, wadever.
ciao.

im blogging again.
anyone felt tremors last night??
haha. cos i did. and it was kinda freaky.
everything just kept swaying left and right.
the light, the string of cranes in my
bro's room and my bed.
i thought i was dreaming at first. then
i opened my eyes and it still continued
to sway! then it hit me.
TREMORS AGAIN!!
haha. switched on tv and 15mins later,
"tremors felt in parts of singapore"
whoo!! cool. and freaky altogether.

anyhows, tmr's the 2 manager;s last day!
sigh. sad ah. its gonna be so very boring w/o
them working there anymore.
nobody to joke around le lei. sigh.
past few days have been fun.
but one of the manager always has something
to shoot back at wadever i say la. urgh.
haha. done blogging. there's really nothing
to blog nowadays. sian.
getting pay soon! see how tmr goes :)

ciao.

geez. its 8:30pm
and im tired alr!

bah.

night.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY! :)

next saturday, important day!!
haha. look look, new wishlist!
hahaha. -hinthint-

went out w my parents today.
and came home pretty much empty handed
again! urgh. almost. its alway almost
got to buy something i really liked.
then, no at the last min! argh.

ok. i dint have an extremely good day.
so, im going off to slp soon. night!

yawn.
tired.
slept at 2am and woke up at 7.30am this
morn. haha. cos i was watching Jstar
concert. ah, all the memories of that night.
haha.i could have seen myself a thousand
times.but the background was super dark.
haha.

ended my work early today.
2hours earlier.haha.
cos i had to register for that eng paper
la. sigh. so i dunno who;s that margret
woman from some church who ordered 50 BUNS.
busy busy day.
the buns were all 'chao tar' in the morn.
and all so small! haha.
luckily the later batch of buns were really
huge and not chao tar for the after lunch
office ppl crowd.
12 plus and elise (this really nice girl who's
21/22 in U but still looks 18.) and i were
still taking our own sweet time making the
buns and figuring out why they were so chao tar
today la.so there was this rush hour
when the 2 supervisors came back.haha.
they're nice ppl.
i think i quite like my job now.
:)
but today's only the 3rd day.
cant tell the future.
the 2 nice bosses incharged of us are
leaving! sigh. heard they just cant
get along w the 5 big bosses up there.
oh well, see how la. they're
going to a new brunch opening in hougang mall.
like, so near la. why those ppl dun wanna open
one outlet at hougang point??
i'll transfer straight away arh.haha.
and this was wad i got for a reply:
- go 'ren' one of the boss as your godfather la.
then ask him open one stall there for you to
work. -_-"

ok. im tired and tmr's good fri!!
:D no work. took day off.
and NEXT WEEK SATURDAY.
important day :D
remember k.
-ciao

second day at work.
:)
it was quite, fun la.haha
the manager and his assistant
(friend who's only helping him for a
short period of time)
were really friendly and damn funny la.
one of those ppl who loves crapping.
so far so good.
it feels pretty good watching all
the buns you helped to make come out so
nicely.haha.

anyhows, tmr's gonna be a busy day.
some crazy woman ordered 50 buns!!
wa piang loh. then tmr like, only got 2 person
to help make that 50 buns : me and someone else.
i not sure who yet.haha.
sigh.

ohya. met up w nic after work and all today.
and her friend bernerd(spell??)haha.
funny fella. damn funny. i think ive just
gained some stomach muscles while laughing
at all the jokes he kept cracking.
i can still feel my v sore stomach.

gtg slp,work at 9am tmr!
night :D

-night's not exactly over. ive
still got the Jstar concert to watch!-

# ATTENTION !!
anyone kind enough to try help me
register for my english Os??
if your com is able to do so, pls contact
me will ya? ASAP :D
this is the add:
http://iswww3.moe.edu.sg/GG/html/index.htm
try click on register. then if anyone can enter
to the next page, tell me k.
cos i cant! thanx!

postings are out today.
SHIT LA.
but, eff it. i'm just going to go on
w my eff-ing life. lets see where
this leads me. no one can tell the future.
so i really hope MY future wouldnt
be that bad. -good enough to have a more
relaxed life la-
btw, morris got into the same course.
he's appealing cos he doesnt have any interest
in that course. BUT why did he put it in as
one of his choices if he wasnt even interested in
that course? (not that im v interested in it. i had no choice.)
:/ haha. well then, i'd have to wish him good luck
if he really wants to get into another course, but
i really hope he stays lei... hee. then got friend in same
course ma. at least someone i know :P
shh.

so, first day of my job aint that bad.
but the stupid cashier keep screwing up lei.
first time was my prob la.haha.
i gave $2 short to this lady..
hee. but the second time really not my prob alr.
i pressed 4buns. then open cashier and the
price was $16.80!! thats the price for 14buns!!
omg. i totally freaked out la.
after that, i dare not touch the machine alr.
haha. i'd prob get a bit of scolding when i go back
tmr. hee.

so anyway, tmr and the rest of the days im working,
i'd concentrate more on helping to make the buns.
haha. wendy aint working anymore. but her cousin is.
he;s really quiet.haha. anyhows, alicia's working in
bishan poh kim too. at least i can still have lunch w
someone i know.
and my hands smell of that coffee cream we have
to put on the buns before baking them. URGH.
im really sick of the smell alr. and i cant seem
to get the smell off. -washed my hands 3times alr-
haha. given up. its still gonna smell the same tmr morn,
so why bother. haha.

# im gonna put that attention thing up all the way till sat.
as long as i havent registered, i wouldnt stop putting the
notice! haha. PLS HELP ME.
[have ta go down to beatty to find out soon]

# ATTENTION:
anyone kind enough to try help me
register for my english Os??
if your com is able to do so, pls contact
me will ya? ASAP :D

its been a long time.
watched almost all the nice movies
and one super waste of money lame movie:
spongebob square pants.
i hated spongebob! dont even knw why
the hell did i actually agreed to watch it w
wendy! great. wasted my $6.50.
i could have watch robots again!
but i didnt. shit la.

i found a job. gonna try it out.
it doesnt look that bad.
the manager seems friendly and its
in bishan.start at 10.30am tmr.
im so so sorry huileng...

anyhows, last 2 days been like, HELL.
fuck it la. all cos of a stupid room.
that was the first day.
then,my bro had to make a big fuss the very
next day, right after everything was a bout
the be back to normal. sometimes i just feel
like killing him! urgh.

and
I STILL CANT REGISTER FOR ENG Os!!
damn it. do i have to retake oral too?
hope not. and i dont think need to.

/MERCY.
i miss you too.
so long nv see you alr. haha.

IM RELAXED ALR.
quite. if anything else screws up,
then to hell w relaxing.

but im glad ive got a lil, pretty much
quite not very stressful job :/
we'll see la. but at least i'd be working w
wendy! haha. someone to talk to :)

we shall go out one day instead k shiying?

URGH!
fucking net.
ARGH! every website seems
to have a prob. it has to be my com alr.
ARGHH!!
im in such a bad mood!
ARHHH!!!
fucking broke and ppl think jobs are so
fucking easy to find! come on jobless
ppl, go find a job. and tell me if you're
one of the fucking lucky ones who get
the job on the first interview.

even if so, i did get that job in the korean
restaurant. my parents told me to turn down the offer.
why? cos town is v far away. and i'll be earning
$4.50/hr from a restaurant. thats not supposed to happen!
restaurants are supposed to pay at least 5per hr.
and wtf is this about, "your pay would increase to $5
in 3mths time,cos now youre only a beginner."
FUCK YOU la. im not an idiot la. i wouldnt work there
for 3 mths. only 2. and he knew it. he even said:
"so you waiting for results and can only be working for 2mths?
well, thats alright." ASSHOLE!

its not like i didnt try.
i went to all the clothes
shop there ever is to ask.
and the cafes.
so, i have a black face la.
i look like that when i dun smile.
thats not my fault. i look like my dad!
thats why ppl dun like my attitude?
thats not a v good reason.
i cant smile 24/7, i'd be a freak.
im not JOKER from batman.
and im not from MPH!
even when i dun smile 24/7, im alr known
as crazy. so if i did smile 24/7, wad would i be
known as? crazy smiling freak? smiling isnt bad.
but muscles would hurt.
that has happened before.
try smiling non stop the whole day.
100% gurantee you cant.
and thats definitely when you're working.
ESPECIALLY when you're working.
when you;re concentrating on doing something.
even when you';re taking a pic, and the stupid
fucker who's helping you takes a super long time
to focus the cam, so you're kept smiling for
3mins? muscles alr cannot ta han la!

ARGH!
ya. mood swings,wadever!

ya dah ya dah.
haha. wtf am i typing la.
sitting in the dark typing this.
my bro's lousy lights cant stop flickering
when its switched on. BAH.
he's been using the com for like,
forever alr. and today,he went out while
i was sleeping and left his door closed so
i wouldnt know he's gone and all.
my mom told on him anyway :D

anyhows. had this SUPER DUPEr good dream
on tuesday,yesterday!thee best that ive had
in ages!haha. so it was a happy day.
woke up happy, well, sort of.
if my mom didnt freaking wake me up to early.
haha. would have had a longer dream.

went for the korean restaurant thing cos they
called and the korean mananger's paying $4.50/hr.
like, wth la. its a freakin restaurant!
should be at least $5 per hour. and i can only
woke on fri or sat nights. 5-10pm.
ya, i guess the job really aint bad. but my dad
told me to decline the offer. :/
i actually felt relieved after that.
i think im actually loving this relaxing life.
who wouldnt? the only prob is the v lil money.
cos theres expense,loads of expense and only one
source of no income.haha.

yea.so i met vanessa after that and i found
that green skirt at forever21!!
but,so ex la. my mom doesnt allow me to get it.hah.
so we went walked around, went to kino and sat there
reading that "doing it" book from the other day!
the one i found and couldnt stop laughing when i read
it.hahaha. come to think of it, that book's actually
filled w sex stuff. only the other day when i flipped
through, i just happened to get those pages w the
funny parts. but the dialogue is really cute.

so its the taking neos part after that and you'd know
wad happened after that if you've read vanessa;s blog.
haha. it didnt spoil my day la. i was just feeling
the unfairness vanessa felt.haha.
so she went hm and i met my parents for dinner.

yesterday was pretty much the only day ive been out
in so long. well, besides monday evening when i went
to kovan to rent vcds. thats not really counted.
see la. when i wanna go out, everyone all not free,
if not then not in spore.haha. so i super free,
stayed home all those days and suddenly so many ppl can
go out tmr. thurs. the amazing thursday.haha.

tsk tsk tsk.
OH YA. saw this old man on the mrt on my way
to the korean interview. he had a moustache and all
apparently, VERY obvious he's a guy! old man.
omg. he was wearing wad grannies wore.
and he;s kinda rich ya.
gold watch, ring, braclet,cardigan and purple pants!
nv seen a cross dresser daringly wearing woman;s
clothes out! the whole bloody train was trying so
hard not to stare at him la.haaha.
goodness, ohya, he had white strappy heals on too.
gawd. really gross?
k, i gtg.
the same old reason! :/

ARGHH!!
wtf did i do wrong this time,
not letting my bro play his
fucked up com?!
he's supposed to play w this thing
lesser nowadays so he can get used to it
when he gets back to camp.
so now everything;s my fucking fault la.

URGH! my mom just cant stop screaming.
her fucking mood swings la!
want me to register for eng Os
on the very first day.
i tried ok!
cant get in. page bank.
FUCKING MOE!
wanna go cyber? high tech huh.
everyone has to have a com, know how to use
one. and now wad?! java got prob.
cant load on so many ppl's com??
or maybe its just cheryn's, barry's and my
com's prob? is my com too lousy to access
to the big fuck moe website?!

FUCK YOU! im off.

i cant seem to remember wad i did yesterday.
but, i literally slept the whole of today
away. was i that tired? :/

got waken up by my mom, nagging and almost
screaming away! so i locked myself up in my room
from 10am to 12pm reading that harry potter6
book i borrowed from yiling. fell asleep at one plus
and slept all the way till 5pm. i would have continued
if i was to accompany my mom to dinner cos my dad had
a wedding dinner to attend.

had a really delicious meal at chomp chomp.
"beng hree",sotong and gai lan :P
yum. but i still wanna have sakae buffet soon.
haha. VANESSA.monday ok? haha. most prob la.

watched batman of the future. it rocks.haha.
thats the ONLY version of batman i think is good.
haha. first, he's young, looks good and most of all,he isnt
wearing a rubber suit w a v long heavy cape! which
makes him so much more agile.thats how a super hero's
supposed to fly around,climb buildings,etc. to save ppl.

but before batman of the future:the return of joker,
there was the miss singapore peagent thing.
well,i missed the whole part but i saw a bit of the
beginning. theres this girl,jaquiline or wadever.
sorry but, she really isnt pretty. yeh, she may be tall,
slim,have not bad skin, but she really aint pretty.
thats my opinion of course. if she actually gets into
the finals, GAWD, singaporeans would either really have to be
THAT blind/have v bad taste or she just has too many nice friends.

anyhows, JIT is tha man la.
haha. he did me this super huge favour.
not v big favour. but, just THANK YOU :D

ciao.

i got a new mp3!
512MB. loads of space. although
it aint very pretty and a lil thick too..its alright.

been feeling so lazy the whole day.
i shall sleep early tonight and go shopping
tmr! haha. well, going shopping is one thing,
finding someone to go accompany me is another.
haha. but i think i know just the person to ask.

ok. so since i was and am still feeling lazy.
i didnt even wanted to change to get the hell
out of this house. haha. missed the 5bucks bbq in
sch. nah, dun think i've missed much.

im just gonna be here, uploading songs,
asking someone to dl songs for me and do some
"window"- online shopping :P
and i found so many nice stuff from forever 21.
wander if it'll be easy to find them in that forever21
at wisma. i wander if they even have it there.

ohwell, here they are (:
-flared druffled mini(absolutely love this one)
-frayed denim jacket
-mushroom pleated mini
-sweetie off shoulder top(a must have!)

:D

I Decide
by Lindsay Lohan

Don't think that you can tell me what to think
I'm the one who knows what's good for me
And I'm stating my independence
Gonna take the road I'm gonna take
And I'm gonna make my own mistakes
It's my life
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
What I need
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide

Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down
Couldn't do it then can't do it now
I'm kickin' down all the fences
I'm gonna do it all and do too much
And if I mess the whole thing up
It's my ride
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide

I'm taking my own chances
And I'm finding my own answers
I'm only answering to me
And that's the way it's gonna be
I decide
Oh yeah
I decide
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide

I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide

NIC! reading this? haha.
cos then i'll be telling you these
stuff for the fourth time alr!
-told you i'd write it down-
haha. but there'd be added stuff,
so dun mind reading again if ya want.
:P
HAPPY READING!

lets see.
woke up late again.
had to eat or i'd get gastric,
according to my mom.
poor daryl, came all the way to kovan to
get his 50bucks, but i was eating.sorry.
so, to make up for that, i went all the way
down to nyjc to return him 50bucks.
heh.
wenta kovan, AGAIN. to return the vcds.
but i forgot to take the hot chick cd
out of the dvd player! so i had walked around
the whole of heartland mall waiting for my mom
to come pass it to me.
got call from nic!

went to her work place to meet her and!
you really should have seen her expression la!
hahaha. the moment i came down the escalator and
when she saw me.hahaha.
so,we took quite long to decide on wad movie to watch
but nice nice nicky watched lemony snicket's a series of
unfortunate events w me :D
although she might have to watch it again this fri.
haha. i got to eat my korean cuisine :)
delicious. gonna eat it everytime
i go down to cineleisure food court.

anyhows, the movie was nice.
although it really was a very very unfortunate
movie. the ending was so touching.
it would all have been so so great,the whole movie..
if it werent for that fucking GAY guy sitting right
next to me!!

oh god. IRRITATING i tell you.
he's got like a million and one comments
on everything la. wander how his other
gay friend stands him!
i was trying so fucking hard to supress
that, "shut the fuck up asshole! i'm trying to
watch a movie!" scream. if i'd done that, the
whole cinema would have hated me. so, i endured.
URGH! even parts which were a lil funny, things
that made you laugh a little or just smile,
that guy had to either snort or laugh super loudly!
gawd. and scary parts,he had to hide behind
his bag! the scene that had the snake jump out of
no where and shock you. ooh, he got shocked alright,
and after that started cursing.
shocked only wad! get on w the movie alr.
argh.
GAY GAY GAY. should see the way he was talking after
the movie. his GAY hand moving around! EWWW~!

okay. #deep breath#
done ranting.

oh wait, i forgot to tell you bout that taxi driver
from yesterday. haha. that fella super bo liao la.
kep telling my mom and i how some of his friends
or ppl around him he knew,just mysteriously
died within this month.
geez, who'd even wanna know that. or,
who'd even wanna start a conversation w him
if they're life would be endangered after they've
talked to him and sorta,knew him?

what a way to start a conversation huh.
telling us how one of his friend had a quarrel w
someone else and the angry fella used another car
to push his friend's car off a cliff [or wadever],
causing him to die in that intentional car crash.

and another,killed his wife and children, then himself?
i didnt read that up. was in the papers a few
days ago? -i wasnt even listening to him!

that wasnt the end. he turned the radio up a lil.
the dj was talking bout how some ppl think
girls are better than guys somehow. asked the public's
to call in and give their opinions.
ooo, he started the whole topic in the taxi!
rattled on and on bout his comments, like we care.
was he an idiot w very low EQ or was he just ignoring
the silence we had in the cab while he was rattling
on? oh wait, he was rattling on! he prob didnt hear
that silence cos he kept hearing his voice! whoa.

tsk tsk tsk.

alright. im going broke soon.
and IVE GOT SAKAE BUFFET CRAVING!!
vanessa,yiling! sigh.
oh well, vanessa cant even close her
mouth proper and we're talking bout
chewing?hhaha. jk jk..

longest entry on this page. whoo.
happy reading?
ciao.

met up w vanessa while she
went to get her pay yesterday.
rushed the whole fucking way down
to try and make it to somerset
by 5pm from bty so i could go for that
korean restaurant's interview.
but i reached exactly at 5pm. too late!

oh well, found vanessa and went to kino
to hunt for her christian books.
tse.found this book called, "doing it"
w an underwear on the cover.
curiosity made me pick up that book and
flip through it. there's this one part towards
the end where dialogue was hilarious!!
haha. i kept reading on and couldnt stop
laughing. i think i went on for 10mins?
was pissing the guy in the corner.
haha. SCREW HIM! bah :D
slacked at cafe cartel,waited for winnie
to join us and i ate a whole waffle dessert thing.

anyhoots,accompanied vanessa to her dental appointment.
they had that super old triple nine on channel5!
haha. james lai,lie,lay? wadever way its spelt la.
haha. the guy ppl said my bro once looked like.
- did i phrase that correctly? /:

headed off to somerset w vanessa,unable to chew any food,
or even close her mouth properly.hahaha.
well, i got to eat my korean cuisine.
but i felt so bad,having vanessa eat noodles when
she couldnt chew or even close her mouth proper.
the chicken porrige was sold out! at 3pm...geez.

food was delicious.
watch HITCH.
great movie.really really good.
everyone, go watch it!
next up would be "lemony snicket's:
a series of unfortunate events"
but..im kinda broke.
KIND OF. it i dont spend my angbao $$,
which im trying so hard to save.

bought a skirt at compass point op :)
haha. yay. ok. bro using com.now.
ciao.

# movie anyone?

almost done w vanessa;s layout :)
did it in one night.
but im too tired now.
night.

since ive submitted my JAE,
its all such a relief now.
and everything depends on my luck alr.
whether i get into the course i want
or not. im feeling so much lighter now,
im blogging again!haha. and i just cant
wait for sakae buffet w yiling,vanessa and
the girls. just like old times. i kinda missed
sch and the after sch activites.
sakae buffet's one of them. and the prata house
visits for pratas and roti johns w silin,jit,
surendran,winnie, blahblah (:
oh well..

anyway,met up w winnie to spend some of
her pay today.haha.
she bought red pants from fox
and a black hand bag.
and i got a new funky belt :)
see winnie, i told you green WILL
be this yr's in colour.haha.
now even you are starting to get addicted to
green alr.

ohyes, SBS has got a seriously fucking
bad attitude bus driver, i tell you.
this indian fella.
my mom argued w him once and i was
on hhis bus on the way home just now.

this was wad happened today:
see,there was another bus infront of 88
and this guy,wanting to board the bus first,
walks up to 88 and knocks on the door to
get the fucked up driver's attention.
not only did the fucker not open the door,
he got fed up when the guy standing at the
door didnt understand his body language (signal)
to go to the very front of the bus stop
(which was really quite far,all the way to
the other end ; long bus stop) and board the
bus from there.

so driver opened the door and
started scolding the guy! geez!
and i did hear the word fuck loud and
clear, coming from the driver.
wth la. wad kind of attitude is this?
driver then shuts door in the guys face and
drives to the front of the bus stop.

well i sure hope someone complains about that
bus driver and his v fucked up attitude.
worst thing is, he drives 88 for diff shifts.
he doesnt even check how much coins i pay.
i put 55cents and he gave me a 80cents ticket.
i just cant stand the fucker's attitude.

watched hot chick, hilarious. and saved.
that movie;s pretty good. but it definitely
doesnt change the way i think about christianity.
> sorry,no offence.
sharktale and wimbleton were alright, although
i thought wimbleton was really boring.
- kirsten dust has nice hair! -

im so excited bout going to poly soon :)
especially that new lap top. muahaha.

vanessa;s blogging again!
haha. and im trying to make a nice
jaychou layout for her. sigh.
im not exactly an expert, or even v
good at making skins so i guess it;ll
prob be quite plain.
gonna go work on it now (:

see ya.

totally hectic week.
results released on monday
and it was really quite surprising.
but eng results were very very
disappointing.

however, my maths improved a whole lot.
haha.did pretty well for my sci la;
considering i slept through most of my phy
paper. and so, mr chan's comment was:
imagine if i didnt sleep through most of
my phy paper,i would've got a distinction!
haha.and i passed poa :)
city harvest ppl maybe irritating at times
but thanks to one of them, i passed pa :D
imagine if my pa 'tuition' had started
any earlier,i'd be able to do so well.

sigh.
oh well. just hope i get into
anyone of my first 5 choices.

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