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Friday, September 30, 2005

friday!
im still working on monday.
oh man! singpost...
plus mac i think. sigh.
-think of $$ think of $$!-
hahaha.

tmr is first of oct!!
HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY peeps.
haha.

damn it.
im gaining weight like the
speed of lightning!
gotta start diet and some exercise.
im supposed to lose weight this
hols not gain weight!
okay.
jian fei ji hua, zheng shi kai shi!!
hahaha.
no more lunch n dinner.
only breakfast.
no more mac!! arghh.

WHO"S FREE TMR (1STOCT) ??
GO OUT LEI! GOT THAT CLEO
MAG $11 THING! MSG ME !
HP OR MSN (:

off.

what we could have been, 23:07.
Thursday, September 29, 2005

3rd day of singpost.
im kinda getting sick of it.
haha. dont know when
im starting on mac.
and tmr is the last day of
singpost!(hopefully.) haha.

i love my baby.
(=

what we could have been, 23:36.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005

started work yesterday.haha
not tiring lei. but ah,
lie on bed only, suddenly
felt SOO tired! aiyo.

haha. work's fine...
the ppl there are nice.
calls i make, some ppl are
super nice, some are super
shitheads and some just cant
understand english or cant really
speak english (got a lot of that
on my first day)!haha.
been eating loads also...
tooo much!
=)

mm. yeah.
anyone free this sat, wanna
go out msg me or call me ya? x)
later!

what we could have been, 21:46.
Monday, September 26, 2005

my mr.lim came over yesterday!(:
watched movies tog,
bewitched and drink drank drunk.
drink drank drunk is a really
good movie.
and bewitched is boring. haha.
slept a lil and fooled around :)
ohyeah, baby was so quiet during
lunch! hahaa. he has talked to my
parents and bro like a couple of
times but he was soo quiet!
my mom kept asking him to eat more.
hahaha.

interview at 5pm,
i need to be early,
ahh!
later.

what we could have been, 14:20.
Sunday, September 25, 2005

yep. i know im supposed to be sleeping. i promised someone,but i...i...just cant help it. ive gotta blog man! come on, im feeling so hyper right now i dont even know why.hahaha

woke up at fucking early 9am! my alarm clock actually woke me up after ringing less than 3mins! for the first time in a thousand months.haha. so,today, i was the earliest to reach tpc to meet vanessa and silin!! =D yayy-ness.

we walked round like, loads and they were looking at all the sunglasses available everywhere. hahaha. had lunch at pastamania before i pangsai-ed again! hahaha. okay, im being disgusting. stomach felt weird almost the whole day. but the baked rice at pastamania at ps was simply delicious. or maybe cos i havent had it for sucha long time. haha. OH! or maybe it was just saltier! =P yummyumm.

walked and walked and i cant really remember wad happened but we ended up at nydc! had cake, like finally. been wanting to go there with vanessa for so long! and i was supposed to treat her cake! but i was, ya know, kinda broke! heh heh. sorry girl. and i owe her money somemore. must pay her back next time i see her, which is either monday or tuesday =)
the cake seriously rocks.
nydc boney cake.

vanessa had to leave early. cos of her wedding dinner. so silin n i went to meet winnie. by then, i was so sleepy alr,i didnt know why. just super tired, walked a bit and went home. over slept on the bus after vanessa hung up after talking for sometime over the phone from her relative's quite boring wedding. hah. hope the food was good, wedding food's always good. haha so i walked 1 bus stop back home and rested a lil.

10pm, my boyfriend called! we gonna meet for supper at chompchomp!! whee. with winnie dear too. he took a cab down from tampines to fetch me there and we waited for winnie. in the end, we had supper at cartel cos baby wanted to watch soccer. hope he wins his bet! ;) damn, im having a craving for cartel's chef's salad. how? haha. must have it one day...havent had salad in quite a long time too.

cabbed home and here i am after bathing and talking baby to his lala land. haha. how can i ever stop loving you? (:

long long day. haha.
ciaos.

what we could have been, 01:39.
Saturday, September 24, 2005

yeah. finally!
finished talking to soo many ppl.
come online only gena bombed by
5-6 ppl...all the msn windows
keep popping up and blinking orange.
haha.

and now i get to blog.
had super horrible stomache early this morn.
was damn fucking pain la. felt like
the first day of my periods. which
totally sucks. my parents had stomaches
too. lao sai-ed twice!! 2nd time,
sat at the bowl for almost an hour!
my ass hurt like crap la.

finally, stomach felt better and my
baby came to visit me! (:
yayy. fooled around and left the hse
at 330something!! haha.
he was late for his 4pm work. heh.
sorry...

- ohman!i just farted.
damn fucking stink! my stomach still
feels kinda weird. haha -

okay, back to today.
so i went dwn to town to meet
the girls : pl,jane,fiq,fiq's bf,shing.
then we headed down to pasir ris
for cheryn's bday chalet.haha.
been sucha long time since ive met
up with the girls! especially mercy,
qilin and huileng, who came later in the
evening. whoO! haha.
watched cheryn's other friends
and some we didnt know who, torture the poor
birthday boys. they poured feng you and
some other shit on the fella's dick!
gawd.

wenta seat at bk later in the night
and few of them ate.
was supposed to buy food for the
silly boy but he didnt want.
his company nue dai him! ):
dun let him have dinner. evil ppl..
hahaha. jkjk.
the baby came to pasir ris mrt station
to meet me and send me home after work
(: awh!

haha. kk. off :)

what we could have been, 01:40.
Thursday, September 22, 2005

im home. again!!! so darn early
in this freakin day!! cos i left the
house quite early in the morning!
but. but! thats no reason for
returning home early! im JOANNE!
i dont return home early
even if i left it early. hahaha.

ahh. wad the hack.
tis boring. i cant go momo tonight.

anyhows, watched longest yard
with my today!! (:
its been like, 5 effing long days
since i last saw him.
he lost soo much weight!
poor boy.

longest yard is good. its damn funny la
and the cinema was so empty.
i laughed like super loudly,heh heh.
the girl in front also wad =x
oopss. haha

had brunch at crystal jade before that.
ooo. yumm yumm xiaolongbaos (:
their ramen is nice nice. hahas.

nic! i cant wait to see you again.
when was the last time we met?
like, AGES ago! sooo long. LONG! haha.

oh vanessa...
sat out out-y! hahaha.
go shop shop a bit then you go
your wedding dinner! haha.
so exciting. get ur contacts,
you have got to relax...
they will call you soon de la. haha

off`

what we could have been, 16:41.
Wednesday, September 21, 2005

like my new layout?? hahaha.
love it. vanessa found it, i duno when.
but she showed it to me just now
cos i wanted to change my layout (:
thank you girl!
this sat is gonna be a blast.
i hope. haha.

im SO in need of cash ):

out with mommy today. haha.
accompanied her to RELC to help
my bro pay some stuff.
walked down to town.
from forum all the way to douby
gaut! haha.

ohyes. saw jr while walking to orchard.
haha. looks the same other than his hair!

collected voucher from robinsons.
and i saw this chio top at the m)phosis
section! nv had a chance to go really
look at it. just walked pass. i shall guess
the price, 40bucks! haha.

walked all the way down to ps.
had jap food at that cheese cake restaurant
hahaha. yumm yumm!
love it there. chawamushi rocks.
haha.whee.
went to john little and bought new
stuff!! ahahaha. nice nice colours.

lifes boring.
finally meeting that boyfriend tmr!
yayy. after soo long!

ohyes. i love todays weather.
rocks. rainy days are always good.
simply love the smell (:
later!

what we could have been, 21:30.
Monday, September 19, 2005

home from meeting vanessa girly at kovan this afternoon. haha. she was supposed to mug! see, those very important words again? ((supposed to)) hahaha.
we walked round a bit and had pizza hut for our very late lunch (:
soo fulling. hahaha. ya, its filling la =P

then we walked round a lil more cos there werent
much time for her to go mug anymore.
its almost time for her to go for tuition alr.
saw this pair of sneakers i liked for actually,
quite long alr. the first time i saw it was in j8.
went into watsons and painted my nails
a dark maroon-ish colour.

job interviewed at giordano.
i really hope she calls me back
have always wanted to work there. haha.
then i can give you peeps 30% staff discount (:

talked bout future while walking vanessa
dearie to the taxi stand to wait for
her tuition teacher. so interesing.
i wanna design clothes. and BRAS!
hahaha. this design popped up in my mind.
on the bras, centre of both sides, got CROSS(x)
hahaha. like, marking for the tits. whooT!
hahahaha. hilarious. was laughing like crap.
then if the girl wears white top, can see.
wahahaha, damn funny la.
ya, it was a joke.

reached the taxi stand and vanessa became
so, so, anxious? hahaha. she kept going
on bout wad if her teacher nv comes,
why is she so late. so late!! ah!!
hahaha. man! so funny la.
she should learn to relax... hahaha.
lac. lifes good. hahaha.

my boy is sick! ):
fever. stomach cramps. gastric flu?.
sigh. and he went to work for an hour
today then buey tahan-ed. xt.

nic ! take care ah. that freaky indian
man is so, freaky! hahhaha.
anytime you need to call anyone,
just call ME!! im always here (:

i cant believe it. im alr waiting for
christmas to come!! whoO!
cant wait cant wait. i just love christmas.
its so, winter. haha. and the songs are
all nice. not like chinese new year.
so noisy, although theres angbaos to collect :P
come on come on! for any presents references,
you can look at my profile. there is
a WISHLIST there!! hahaha.
-hinting very obiously.
hahah

love yous`later!

what we could have been, 20:01.
Sunday, September 18, 2005

zhong qiu jie kuai le!

hahaha. woke up at 3pm and got outta bed at 4pm! talked to my darhling boy, had dinner at 530pm all the way till now. im sooo full.

tmr's my parent's 23rd wedding anniversary! twenty three mofo years! wander if i could get married and stay tog for that many years.haha. even andy and kink's 3 and 4yrs relationships, respectively, has made me wander so much. haha. although sadly, both has ended. but it lasted so long. amazing.

hack. this is the life (:
drinking red wine and blogging.
AWH.

life of singlehood's pretty good too.
although it could be lonely at times,
but you'd always have great buds around
like me! hahaha. rightyoh andy.
im always there fer ya.
and IM VERY FREE FOR LIKE ANOTHER MONTH.
till nov7. i need a freakin job kay!
gotta find one.

ohya. sorry shiying.
i didnt reply your msg cos i only saw it the
next day morn. and fri morn,
my lecturer called.
had to complete proj report so
couldnt go anyway.

peili! poor you. got lectures. but
after sch if wanna go out or wad, call me!
ive always been vulgar. hasnt changed.
i havent really changed at all. abit less
crazy i think.hahaha.

wheres everyone??
why nobody online?? hahaha. ooo,
its dinner time. must be having dinner.
im not getting drunk! only 2 cups of
11% alc red wine. its impossible.haha
everything is still crystal clear and
i can still walk in a straight line! haha.

more wine! later!

what we could have been, 19:06.
Saturday, September 17, 2005

fuck you la! as if i left the blardy laptop on the bed every single night. nooo. it was 2 nights! and the second night, i wasnt even asleep till 7am! and i woke up 3hours later! my head was facing the fucking laptop! how the hell was i gonna kick it off the bed?! huh?? tell me!! i know its a fucking 2600 big fucking dollars. you think i dont know?! as a matter of fact, i KNOW and im treating my laptop very well alr. if it was someone else's i think i couldnt have lasted THIS long. they cant fucking leave me alone la. its the hols! its MY time alr. give me a fucking break la. 11pm only call n ask where the fuck am i. im OUT. eff. i cant do this, i cant do that. so everything i gotta ask YOU all first. i cant make my own decisions. im soo fucking used to asking for your opinions and your permission to do things alr, i cant decide on my own! i can only depend on my friends when nobody else is there to give me opinions! WTF. this sucks, to fucking hell it does!
spoilt my previously fucking perfectly good day.
or maybe its just the start of a fucking shit day, cause its alr 12am!
ARGHH.

fuck! continue bout today. while in the process of cooling down.

talked to kink again last night. was damn funny. haha he kept telling me bout his past relationships and bout clubs,pubs, life. and he's back at shihlin again! must go visit him one day. he told me to bring the boyfriend there too. hahaha. see how ^.^ he's a busy boy. got WORK. and poor boy is sick again! sigh.

cabbed to tpc to meet vanessa shumin and siying in the morn.
i was late, as usual. haha. so so sorry girls. i can nv seem to be early nowadays.. headed down to raffles place and had sakae sushi buffet. damn full and i realised we're all eating lesser alr or maybe its cause we talked and laughed a lot, too much air in our stomachs so we got full super easily. haha. took pics with vanessa's cam and loads of lame videos. hahaha.

VANESSA, MUST SEND THEM TO ME KAY??

walked to the padang to see oh-beloved wangrenfu! haha. took lame vids there too. haha. we sat at one part of espanade where the dancers and rollerblades have a space to practice, wadssit called? haha. kay, anyway, sat there till bout 3plus. there was these few girls dancing soo well! damn chio i tell you. and a rollerblader who was damn action. from far, cute but closer up a lil, not very nice. haha. he saw us looking at him then he paiseh. hahaha. but, did this criss cross thing w his blades, so fucking ACTION! gawd. cant stand it.

the whole area 5566 took up at padang, was FUCKING "FENCED" up! haha. they had white thick canvas stuff all around the area. and if you dint have the album, cannot even go in! wtf! so ass la. the good-for-nothing singapore polices also. walao!! we not even running in la. just looking from the side, through a small gap between the white big things! and they couldnt even let us LOOK! wads their fucking prob?? assholes loh.

nvm. stood in the very extremely hot sun for quite awhile before siying and i left to meet w shumin n vanessa again. hah. i almost got renfu's attention. damn, should have screamed louder from the side of the stage. (both of us ran all the way to the other side, found a gap v close to the stage and an extremely good view of renfu's side. hahaha. sian)
i hate spore police even more la.
until they do something good for me, im not liking them, not even the slightest bit.humph. haha.

shumin and siying went home. so i accompanied vanessa to kovan where she was supposed to mug. i slept awhile while she, read her seventeen mag!! oh man. haha. then we ate pizza hut. awh! extremely deliciously good. yumm... muackmuackmuack ;) beefballs and beef lagsanas(spell?) could never get the spelling right. haha.

walked around a bit, and andy tan called. he kept asking me to go ps with him and asked me to leave vanessa to study and concentrate on her own, she could study better without me there distracting her! walao. i pei her lei. and i would keep quiet one ma... >.< expensive watches, mind you. haha. tsktsktsk.

/*this passage disappeared!! i shall add it in again. fuck blogspot. haha.

vanessa kept saying its okay. so i left to meet andy tan. helped him choose a watch and we walked aaround. haha. he said he'd buy me seventeen mag and treat me drinks if i went down..(i asked for the mag la.haha) and he really kept his word la. hahaha. mag + spinellis (: thanks bud!

*/end. haha.

talked loads. laughed loads. today was in fact, a good day. even my friendster horoscope told me not to go need stressed up ppl cause it'll infect my good mood today. haha. no stressed ppl, only angry ones at home!

rrighht. this has been a long entry. and yep. thats bout all that happened today. ohoh!! when i was sitting in heeren spinellis with andy, this girl n her guy came with a golden retriever and a husky!! they sat outside!! oh man. both dogs, so chio. and i think the retriever was a female. soo pretty. love the husky. oh my oh my. haha.
ate si bei jui today. sian. the whole of last week cutting down, all wasted. haha.start over!

okay okay. laters`

what we could have been, 23:58.
Friday, September 16, 2005

i feel bad...
i feel damn bad la ):

stupid amrana called this morn and woke me up from my beauty sleep and distrupted my dream too. she said we havent done her report and wanted me to do it and submit by today. exams are over!! and i have to do an extra report for the project??

and now, cos my bro is using the desktop, i cant use it and this laptop doesnt have microsoft words! amazing eh? so my poor boy had to do it, when he's down with gastric flu. i feel so bad la. he did this whole principles of computing project. he did loads of other stuff too.
yer know, i really cant do without him.
sigh.
love ma boy.
he's gonna start work in a few more days
gonna see loads lesser of him for a MONTH!
gonna miss him so much
and im gonna bathe now.
haha. later!

what we could have been, 14:07.
Thursday, September 15, 2005

im home! oh my oh my.
im FREE! its OVER!
i dont care how lousy todays
paper was, its outta my head!
no more thinking bout it till
the results come out.

haha. i told rh that if i get a C
for this paper, i shall treat him to
crystal jade for a whole week! haha
i gave up bout 50% of the paper.
he gave up bout 40% of the paper.
really hope the marker is lenient.

alrighty then!! ENOUGH of exams.
its over. its the past, its gone. no more looking
backs (: its time to rock on and play
my heart out. hahas. i wanna look for job
alr. need cashies.

ANOUNCEMENTS.
im freee!! whoever wanna go out ah,
must call me hor! HOR! hahaha.
yes yes. love ya loads
i know you know you love me too ;)

.i love my baby SOo much.

im hungry. havent eaten anything
the whole dang dayy!! hahaha.

im in a fucking good mood. hope baby's
fine and msgs me soon!

ciao ciaos

what we could have been, 19:19.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005

todays internet computing paper sucked.
i felt as lost as when i was doing
my c++ common test paper few weeks ago.
im hoping for a D, id be happy alr.

exam ended and the guys went to have
lunch before going to block M, to do??
ya. supposed to study maths ah.
take note, supposed to. hahaha.
in the end, they did...
yes yes, as expected : DOTA!
for the 284834th thousandth time
again!
geez. when will they ever get bored.
so they played their day away and
i surfed the v limited net available
in nyp. almost every other website
is blocked. so boring la.

slept for bout an hour or more,
woke up and chatted with hongjie!
haha. the fella. hasnt really changed much. or just a lil crazier.i cant really remember how he was like, that was months ago see.chatted away till i had to leave the lab w the other guys cos 2 of them got caught by pem. see la! play more game la.gena caught, almost got sent to discipline department sia. lucky kenny managed to talk his way out.

my dearest boy gave me money to cab home cos he had to meet his mom and couldnt send me home. sweeet! i know, right? hahaha. shall compliment him la. he keeps commenting bout my past entry. say i always call friends and complain or even complain bout him on my blog for the whole world to read. haha. so now, dearie, you can stop complaining bout my complains kay?? haha.
ohya! he thought i pounced on him in raiders. why would i, for no particular reason, pounce on him. wait, not him leh, his HAND. hahahaha. aiyoooo!
kk. nvm. drop it ah. haha.

cant wait for september 15, thursday
after 0630pm/1830hours!
kays. later!

what we could have been, 20:21.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i stayed up the whole freakin night!
hahaha. just couldnt fall asleep. i was using my lappy till 3am and kink msged. then talked on the phone for the rest of the night.
haha. he shi lian-ed.
so chatted till morn and my mom
made breakfast for me. haha.
hung up at round 7.
slept till baby called to say he'd
be cabbing over like, right away.
haha. woke up and all. studied
a lil from ten plus.
fell aslp from 12-1. woke up, studied more
and went for lunch. i dint really study loads
today la. haha. so tmr after the javascript
paper, i gotta do maths like siao alr. haha
im sucha last min person...

my class just seems so afraid of the
maths exam. im freakin out too.
plus the javascript. damn.

anyhows, fooled around quite a lot really.
and he went home. haha. im waiting for
dinner. right after dinner, more mugging!
i swear. ive gotta doo it (:

ohyes. i bought cleo.
october 1-11, go shopping! theres this $11
card thing. stuff are worth $11 only!
and there looks like theres loads to buy.
it always looks like theres loads to buy,
but no harm going to town and looking
around? maybe there really are some
good buys at only $11? coolness. super
duper cant wait till thurs after 630pm.

this sat, ive got 3 places i wanna go
at one time! which is impossible.
i cant be at 3places at once.
1) sakae buffet with vanessa and gang.
2) 5566 autograph session at padang!
3) go kovan rent vcds. haha

its been like super long since i saw renfu.miss him super loads but i wanna go hang with the girls. been really long since all of us went out for buffet tog. still remember the times after sch (:
and then, theres kovan. i wanna rent soo many vcds. but i want ronghui to go with me. he aint free, so maybe that'll be out.then, it all comes down to: see how first la.SIAN.
hahaha.

ciaos!

what we could have been, 20:12.

i just love her dress!
=D

what we could have been, 00:03.
Monday, September 12, 2005

damn. i really cant concentrate
at home. the tv and my laptop
is just too tempting.

and i just heard, terence
tan;s wifey, MRS STELLA TAN
gave birth alr!!
31august!! and he didnt tell
us till like, NOW! haiyoo.
hahaha.
congrats terence! haha.
his lil daughters name is claire.
claire tan, nice (:
cant wait to see the lil girl
on her first month.

yeah. ciao.

what we could have been, 17:14.

weekends almost always suck
especially when im spending
them at home.

sundays. the most boring day
EVER. i miss timo. haha.
ive got about 32 more hours
before i can see him again!
btw,happy birthday auntie(:

the whole day was all slp,
wake up, study a bit, slp
again. haha. couldnt seem
to keep myself awake. exams
coming, im not studying enough.
and i dont feel the urge, the
great panic feeling im supposed
to have to push myself to study.
this is bad. its damn fuckin bad.
dooin my best.

i just cant wait for thurs evening.

what we could have been, 00:00.
Saturday, September 10, 2005

im home! im tired.
and im feeling
loads better.

woke up freaking early in
the morn. but not early enough
cos i was a lil late.
and i cabbed to tpc while i was
broke! so i used up most of my
money. somemore the taxi uncle
drive so freakin slow la.
cant stand ppl driving so slowly.
maybe cause im still used to
my daddy;s driving. haha.

national library was coolness!
so new. and glassy. haha
loads of glass, the upper
levels, had nice carpet and
sofas to sit on and slack around.
but no bags allowed in.
borring..
the toilets were really chio too.
haha. place became boring.
so we left.
and SHOPPED! bugis junction and street.

finally tried that top and i still
love. and im still broke.haha.
got larger hooped earrings. and saw
chio blue danglings, but they
felt and look rusty. haha. so, nono.

walked round a hell load.
my bag was effing heavy and now my
neck and shoulders hurt v badly.
studying at esplanade is good.
i liked it. if we were there
earlier we'd had more time to study
more stuff. wasted.

rahh. went to town to wander round
the place. havent been to somerset
in ages. heeren has changed a bit.
the second level. haha.

took loads of pics. oh yes.
almost took a pic w this head statue
in the library. but a lot of ppl
looking ah. paiseh. so didnt. haha.
pics would be uploaded soon (:
my phone memory is almost full.haha

im fucking fat.
rh broke my diet yesterday!
damn! and i ate loads today!
argh. my whole week of diet
gone, almost wasted. gotta
get back on it (:
its working, if i continue,
and plus during hols, if i so
fortunately get to go swimming, i can
lose more weight! yayy yayy.haha

i feel like changing layout.
but i like dirty little secrets
and i like that new one, random >.<
im just still so lazy to make
my own, all bout the same,layouts.

kay.nothing else. ciao.

what we could have been, 23:35.
Friday, September 09, 2005

herbie fully loaded is good =)

today sucked.
rh vomited again. twice!
two freakin times. thats
a lot of vomit in a day.
when's he gonna see the doc?

albert chuas lesson was boring.
spent the whole 2hours(cos he let
us off an hour early) surfing
the net, looking at topshop n mng.
haha. most of the clothes suck.

the guys ate and went to play dota
AGAIN, for the 348972nd thousand time.
when are they gonna get sick of it??
oh, i know! ans : never!
so typical la. rh vomited again.
at almost the same spot as last week.
he went hm to change again.
saw lazy o'como.

back to that shit place raiders again.
im begining to hate the place. so
darn dark. who the fuck can see the
fucking steps la. norm humans cant
see that well in dark. at least put
lil lights at the sides to show there're
steps right. and yes, im not happy
bout you screaming at me at all.
its not my fault i tripped and pushed ur
hand while you;re playing your v precious
game you could always play AGAIN.
so sorry for my clumsiness, and my
inability to see the steps
in such a dark place,
and almost ruining your game.
sorry for having to have periods,
which totally suck.
sorry for talking too much.
sorry for shit attitude.

and if you dont explain, how would
i understand.how would anyone
understand. even after you explain,
how would you know if i still
dont get it.wad makes you think
i dont know how you feel.

anyhows,off. my heart hurts.
i will be better tmr morn (:
its just one day. its nothing.
im good ^.-V
no worries.

what we could have been, 23:11.
Thursday, September 08, 2005

im home!
so freakin early in the day la.
cos my dear boy wants to be
guai kia and study maths. haha.
i shall do javascript later.
havent got notes from rh dearest.

and after soo many good mood days
during my period, here came a
BAD MOOD day! haha. its today.
yeah. cant help it. i slept
2 freakin pathetic hours last night.
and rh kept asking me why i dint
wanna slp. i COULDNT slp!
COULDNT and DIDNT WANNA slp are
2 very, extremely different situations.
kept rolling around and couldnt slp
till i got fed up, i started reading my
harrypotter book. 2hours later,6am.
i fell asleep. haha. wth la.

yep.
had lunch and now my leg is numb
from sitting on the floor too long.
im growing older by the day.
lousy limbs failing me. hahaha.
i wanna go swimming!!

arright. nothing to blog about anymore
shall stop or i would crap a whole
load of junk out and its gonna
get really boring.

ciao ciao ciao.

what we could have been, 14:31.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005

IM BORED OUTTA MY SOCKS.

lessons of life :
>lesson number 1 ;

if something seems too good
to be true,



...it probably is.

what we could have been, 21:42.

im blogging. again!was supposed to study today but dint. expected. haha

rh woke me up at 12. went back to slp. then half an hour later, he called again and said ive got to wake up cos i gotta send him the c++ proj and leonard the SP so he can hand it all in to the teacher later today.

i hung up and woke up another half an hour later!hahahaha. i fell back aslp! woke up again at 1 and sent everything. tried figuring out c++ but failed. my smart boy did everything in the end. he rocks.

went for lunch in the late afternoon w mom. and walked round for 2hours before coming home.haha.talked to her. asked if i could go stay over at friend's place during the hols. obviously,she doesnt allow!and i still dont get it. its not as if she doesnt know wad friends i mix with. she even knows my boyfriend super well. although she doesnt know that he IS my bf. and i dont stay over that often even. once or twice a YEAR?
bah. whateverr.

i wanna go rent vcds next week! (:
sat or something. after exams! beginning of HOLs! have loads to rent, to watch. i want someone to stay over at my place to watch movies with me.anyone ? haha.and i need to go find a job.in need of extra cash. i love hols, the less boring parts of the hols.

i hate period weeks.
its irritating, disgusting, troublesome
and theres SO many things i cant
do during the week. how boring can
that get. im most prob going out tmr!
(; yayy.

yeah. feeling slpy. ciaociaociao.

what we could have been, 18:24.

SHANN
(: its okay la.
i checked my bag...
earring's gone. sigh. sad.
but its okay. haha. i shall
go look for a chio-er one.
hahaha. just like breaking up.
find another fella! :P
you win some, you lose some.
move on.
=D
it just takes one night to feel
a lil better. haha. thanks.

NIC.
go watch one more chance.
its damn funny. but theres loads
of hokkien. haha. too bad not
enough vulgarities. if not funnier.
the only one they had was, BLP.
overall, its good. i cried leh. haha

VANESSA!
i miss you too (:

what we could have been, 14:03.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005

ive soo gotta blog man!!
today is a FUCKING SUAY DAY!!

ARGH!!!
angry angry angry. pissed!
we'll start from the very start of the day.
it was fine.
then i missed 73, twice!!
cos the first time i wasnt on 156 yet.
reached toa payoh central late for
the 1040am 'one more chance' movie.
so we watched the 1250pm one.
so qiao, met one of our sch mates!

went to sch, everything fine,
i even found out i passed my c++!
was so happy i dint have to retake.
and the project inspection went alright.

then! at the end of the lesson, ronghui
lost his phone!! WTF?!
who is the fucker in class who took his
phone? i really cant think of anyone la.
it was on the table next to my thumbdrive
and the next min it was gone! damn it,
i should have kept the phone in my
bag or something. it was left on the table
so many times, nothing happened!
damn it damn it. regret. im so so sorry.
and no one other than the teacher and our
classmates were in the class. no one
came in or went out. so it obviously has to be
someone in class who took it.
FUCKER! BURN IN HELL.
now i cant contact ronghui whenever i want.

the suay-ness continued!!
i got on the bus and came home alone.
when i was about to alight, ronghui;s
mom called my phone!
great. and now she has my number
cos ronghui used my phone to call her
earlier on. she asked loads bout how he lost
his phone. and if wad ive heard is true
she's gonna call me one day and ask
if im tog with her son. ooh, his mom
sure sounds angry bout him losing his
phone.

and last, I FUCKING HELL LOST MY
FAV PAIR OF EARRINGS!!
the butterfly oness! i lost one side of it!
came off the bus, hung up the phone
and found that i lost one side of my earring!
dman it la! walao. my fav pair!
cannot find anymore. im gonna cry.
im so hurt. like i just lost one part of me.
i loved that pair of earrings. wore it loads
of times and i had to lose it today ):

i hate today alr, although im happy i passed
my test and the movie was pretty good.
but i hate today!! ive got loads of fire inside.
i wanna scream!
BAHHH!
RAHH.

what we could have been, 19:29.
Monday, September 05, 2005

movie day tmr.
-one more chance-
wed no sch!
wad shall i do? anyone wanna
go out? haha.
ive gotta mug for c++.
i dont wanna repeat the fucking
module!! no. no amrana. i cant
take another semester of her.

i wanna watch herbie! i havent got my
allowance. and i cant wait for the hols
to come and exams to all be over!
a whole month + bout 2 weeks!
i wanna get a job, work myself shitless
and earn loads then spend loads!

my dad wants me to follow his
daily exercise routine! man.
i gotta go running w him every evening ;
eat stuff he thinks are good and stuff
he thinks arent good. hmm.
healthy lifestyle, coolness.
i wanna go swimming. haha

VANESSA! nice colour (:
im deciding wad colour to change my
nails to. haha. ran out of
colours to paint le >.<
=) i miss you.

this month, is just weird.
other than the very horrible cramp
i got on the first day of my period,
the rest is perfectly fine!
its just a day 1 thing i guess.
and my mood swings are so weird!
they're making me nice this month.
im feeling happy? no sadness,
anger, depression, irritation.
just, fine! haha. ohman.

^.^
tah tah!

what we could have been, 23:46.

new layout.
haha
the column on the left
looks kinda weird. haha
arhh. hack. haha.
im feeling good.
no mood swings.
prob cos no cramps.
yayy! haha.

but, this whole week's gonna suck.
hate period weeks. blahh.

i absolutely cannot wait for sept 16
to come. hols!! but he's gonna go back
to work, EVERYDAY. crap.
ciao.

what we could have been, 00:18.
Sunday, September 04, 2005

i'm BACK!! muahahha.
back here at this add again.
and back from the dead!
I RESURRECTED ! (spell?)
heh... hahah.

wad happened?
i got ma period.
hahahaha.
damn it. i hate it when this happens
every month. especially these few
months. i just keep getting cramps
like nobody's business.
hurt like crap la.
why do i keep getting cramps now?
i used to get very peaceful periods.
no cramps at all. the week would just pass
by v smoothly and poof ; no more period!
why liddat. sigh.
feeling loads better now la.
just a lil on and off pain.

im still very alive and kickin man.
so i decided to come back. haha. i was
just bored so i keep changing my
webbie la. haha.
oh, and i love ma baby ;)

helloo everyone.
hem. yeah, and byebye! haha.
blog later or something =D

what we could have been, 21:04.
Saturday, September 03, 2005

hopeless. stayed home again.
and woke up late. very late.
haha. slept so many hours.
and i just studied a lil bit.

stomache just now. feeling better
now. hope it doesnt come back.
haha.

yeah. theres this show on tv now.
they did a make over for this whole
family and gave them a new house!
my gawd. how could anything this good
happen to anyone man.

their new house is beautiful!!
ABOSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
a smart house. rooms n all. chiochiochio!!
my dream house too. haha.
their dog, has an air con-ed dog house
in the backyard next to the basket ball court!!
so cool la. haha

kay. laters.

what we could have been, 18:51.
Friday, September 02, 2005

sch was a lil more interesting today.
haha. learnt some new stuff and
some sex ed from mr.gz.
hahaha.

internet computing v slack.
and elearning was even more slack.
gz taught me somethings i actually
dint know bout boobs n nipples.
hahaha. hilarious la.

had 1 1/2hr break.
and ronghui got me worried sick!
naughty boy. went to fool around with
kenny n yuwei. ran round the whole
place after eating so full.
and he was alr not feeling well!
came back to the same spot where everyone
else were waiting for them all;
was about to leave when he coughed,
turned around and all his food came pouring out
in vomit! everything just happened so fast.
i couldnt follow him into the GENTS.
so i could only wait outside and hope he was fine.
called a few of the guys to go in and check for me
if he was alright. they came out n told me he vomitting
loads + blood! scare me only loh. walao.
haiyo.poor boy la.

accompanied him home to bathe n change out of
his clothes cos it was all drenched in sweat.
waited for him at the park.
sat in the park near his house for a lil
while trying to call for a cab cos it was raining.
=) nice

ohoh. i gave him a present. hope he likes it.haha
nothing much la.
happy two months babe!love ya ^.^
had dinner tog after he played dota for 2hours +
with our class guys. haha.
he hasnt played it w then for quite sometime le.
let him play ba (:

im determined. ive got to be. yeah.
ive got most of tmr planned out.haha.
hope it all works the way i want it to :D
off`

what we could have been, 22:24.
Thursday, September 01, 2005

went out with winnie today!
haha. she, rh and i had lunch tog
at art bestro =)

shopped round town w winnie babe.
she bought quite a few tops. haha
rich woman!
damn. i need a job.
hahaha.
i almost got chio earrings for $5.
but somehow, i changed my mind at the last min.
got chio orange nail polish ! =D
nice nice. my nails are orange.
BRIGHT orange. chiochiochio.

damn, do i feel fat.
the time of the month when i always feel fat!
but it hasnt come yet. why? haha
im not a hurry anyway. loads better if
it doesnt come at all. hate periods.
kept having on n off stomach cramps the whole day.

took loadsa pics.
^^
came home, sent LRH a pic n sat, glued to the floor
watching jue dui superstar.
OMFG la. kelvin effing won?!
but who cares.
kelly has a good contract. haha.
whoo!

ciao.
tmrs gonna be a good day!^.^

what we could have been, 23:33.

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