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Sunday, July 31, 2005

horrible afternoon.
v horrible. i almost died!
okok, exaggerating a lil.
feeling better now.
dont know bout tmr..
told yy i may nt be able to
make it tmr, and his reply was
haha. ok -blahblah blah-
wtf la. stomach pain u think v
funny ah. or u bloody hell
think im lying, making up
excuses so no need to meet
u ppl n ronie tmr ah. cb.

wadever.

sch again tmr. sian ah!
just so lazy to go for lessons.
but ill get to get outta the
house. and, oh shiat. getting
back maths paper tmr.
hope i get a B and theres MP
test on fri. and the projs!
eng no time alr, somemore
rh working almost the whole of
this week.poor thing, even more busy.
omfg. im gonna die la this week.

anyway, this is so cool.
smoking is gonna be banned at
the bus stops and other parts
of singapore v soon. yay!
it was on the news. haha.
cool =D

y tagboard still down ah?
is it just me or is it really
nt working? haha. sian
promise to slp early hor, so
night.

what we could have been, 23:50.

yep.absolutely
not feeling v well at all.
this is shiat.
arghh.
nothing to do la.
and my stomach hurts :(
-ouch

sad ah. im suddenly
in love w that weichoong
ever since yesterday;s repeat
performance. but he's out alr! :(
haha. nvm...

off`

what we could have been, 14:46.
Saturday, July 30, 2005

watched repeat of project superstar.
DERRICK rocks la!! he will win.
will win. have to win. i
thought he did super well this week.
=)

and that weicong. eh, good looking sia.
his singing good. why out?! M1 sucks la.
wadever his name is. he cant freaking
sing, rap?! no need to say. lousy!
hahah.

its saturday again.
so fast la. one week break gonna
be over so so soon. and i havent
really been out the whole week.
STUPID PROJECT!! wa. sian.
either staying hm again.
or pooling n dinner w the girls.

bahh.

what we could have been, 13:17.

cont from the last entry.
i slept. then woke up and
rh came over at round 4plus.
haha.

left the house at 545pm.
cabbed to tampines.
dropped off at tpoly bus stop
n he continued to cab to his cg :)
wa, so many ppl at the stop.
tp has many weird looking peeps.
act, nt really.its ppl w style!
saw many chiobus n some cute guys ah.
some.haha.

met up w peili and shing.
took a bus down to town.
gawd, its super waste of time la.
the bus ride was damn freaking long
and sqeezy.
we had to stand the whole time.

anyhows, reached town.
walked round quite a bit looking for
peili's bag. found a few nice ones
which were, pretty costly ah.
to me la. cos im like, totally broke!
hahaha. right. winnie n jane came
after we had our dinner.

joined us to walk around somemore.
all the shops in town close so early!
walked awhile only had to go hm le.
so boring.haha.
reached tpc and looked at some ear rings
w winnie :) she got those nice long
circled light green ones. 2bucks only.

rh came to tp to n we cabbed hm
after his cg. sigh. so nice of him (=
thank you so so much. such a darhling.

wander if the girls are still gonna
pool tmr afternoon or night? haha.
i totally suck at pool alr. so many
months of nt even touching it.
my aiming is shiat! must practice (:
or else, i would be staying hm on sat
AGAIN! waaa... sian 1/2.

right. bedtime.
just finished watching joan of arc.
cool. wa, being burnt to death...
such a horrible way to die.
night.

what we could have been, 02:57.
Friday, July 29, 2005

-yawn
woke up at 8am today!
super tired la.
and y does my bro's
doc appointment have to be
at 345pm?! y cant it be earlier.
sian. if nt i can have
the whole house to myself.
haha. that maple game's sounds
are super irritating la.

anyhows, slp n woke up the whole
time. n i feel so bad.
kept having mood swings in the
morn while talking on the phone.
poor rh, had to deal w my horrible
attitude. soorrryyy.

few more hours of being hm alone.
then out to tampines w rh,
before i head down to meet peili
n gang at temasek poly! yay.
im feeling slpy again.
nap time.

what we could have been, 15:22.

its 3am! hahaha
friday alr. wa, 1 week of hols
nv really enjoy lei.
and SIA LA!! eng proj howww..

alrighty then,
went out w vanessa today.
shopped! shopped a hell load.
and she finally bought a top n
denim skirt at the end of the day
after walking round the whole
of town. hahaha.
that top she bought is damn chio la!
i picked it out. :D
whoot! i dint spend any money on anything
else other than food today.
haha.

30bucks for the rest of the month.
can i survive?? NO!!
meeting the girls tmr somemore.
but that;s like, FINALLY la!!!
wa, super long nv see them.
miss them so so much.
wander who;s going tmr.
some catching up to do w some of em.
haha. ohya ohya!
must tell winnie in the morn (:

ya, back to this afternoon.
forever21's clothes are getting
boring. sian. im broke la..
argh. being broke aint a good thing ah.
anyway, ness n i talked.
a lot! and bout many many stuff.
haha. soo much fun. more gossiping
and a bit of bitching. whoo.
that happened mostly before and
after rh came and left.haha
he came all the way to town just
to join us for bout an hour :D
haha. but the poor boy. had to
walk w us. and i know he hates walking
but, sorry la...
im shopaholic. hahaha.

n yea. her white top she bout, the one
I PICKED OUT.wahaha. ya,damn chio la.
it suits her so well. cos she;s
slim. those are for super slim ppl.
definitely look nice on them.

im inspired. lindsay lohan, from
her normal size, can shrink till so
so so thin! anybody else could do the
same too! i wanna slim down till vanessa;s
size! nt eating! anorexic. whee.hahaha.
crap la. anyone who believes that id
do just that, dont know me enough.
i absolutely cannot resist food.
food is my life. i could eat lesser
but could nv NOT eat :D

mm.ya.i wanna watch movie tmr morn!
but no timing. and rh's meeting his
friends at 2 so afternoon cannot.
staying hm till night?! so boring la.
will discuss early tmr morn :D
night!

-smooches-
" you know you love me Y " ;)

what we could have been, 03:35.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005

im so effing bored!!
urgh. stayed hm the whole
damned day and had to
deal w my mom screaming
half the day!
wtf la.
today, sucked. BIG TIME!.
she doesnt allow me to go work
either. wth la. starting say,
go try, now say dun go at all.
waste my time, waste other ppl's
time. lame shit.
i just dont get y she keeps getting
angry over the smallest, slightest
things ever! this sucks!! totally.

i wanna get out of the house so
fucking bad la. this is 1 of the reasons
y i actually like sch, i get to get
out of the house everyday.
its like, arghh! is this a period
every teenager has to go through?!
my ex-colleague says so.
he's definitely been through it b4
and ive seen my bro go through this 5yrs
ago. his process seemed more violent.
n worst than mine.

ha! i dont care.
this still sucks. they're making me
dislike or even hate staying at home alr.
yes! THEY! both of them! they dont trust me,
they fucking business. they just DONT
trust me at all. the worst part?
that always happens when im telling the
truth!! the real TRUTH! wa. bloody hell.

she needs some of those get-that-into-ur-head
confrontations i tell u. she just cant seem to
get wad i keep trying to say to her.
noo, she doesnt listen in the first place.
wad u wan me to do la.
let her scream at me all the stuff i
nv said or nv did at all.
i dun like being maligned.

enough ranting.
im shit.
bleah!

what we could have been, 22:14.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005

woke up freaking early today la.
haha. holiday somemore. 8plus...
wa. tried going back to slp so i
could wake up later at 10 but my
mom kept making so much noise.
argh.

so anyhows, woke up, took my own
sweet time to bathe n get dressed.
left at 11 and headed down to tampines
mall to wait for rh to end work at 1!
see, i couldve left the house later
so i dint have to walk round or sit
round n wait for him to end work,
but i just couldnt stand having my
mom nag me non-stop, getting me all
worked up,irritated and spoiling my gd mood.
nono. nt when i could finally go out.
finally after 2days at hm. i had somewhere
to go, meeting someone after 3days! haha.

so i reached tm at 12, walked round,
shopped a lil and had lunch b4 rh came! :D
cabbed down to yck mrt to meet botak n
uh, wads the other guy;s name? :x
haha. wadever his name was,
they were alr exploring
nyp when we reached yck!

we were the earliest at the hockey field
and everyone else except kenny came late!
fuck ah. class 11 dua bai la. came
fucking late la. make everybody wait.
then somemore say match starting only at 5pm.
have to wait for alomst another 2 hours la.
waste time only. so we left.
and the guys went to katong to play dota.
wa sian. have to watch dota every tues
even hols! but i understood the game better
today. like i actully knew wad was happening.
haha. cool. pool-ed till 9, had super late
dinner and cabbed hm :D

shit la. i nt even slpy now.
slept awhile during dota. haha.
mm ya. gotta try n slp anyway.
waking up early tmr.
i still cant fig out that stupid
end board game! bahh.
ciao.

what we could have been, 22:58.
Monday, July 25, 2005

{Don't cry because it is over,
smile because it happened.}

slept the day away.
and i still feel sleepy!
right, im such a pig X(
but sleeping is good.

ah. friendster isnt working properly.
bah. theres nothing to do online
soccer match tmr (:
my class will win!
haha. and i cant wait for thurs
to come. shopping w vanessa. yay :D

ciao.

what we could have been, 21:20.
Sunday, July 24, 2005

watched 'man on the moon'.
starring jim carrey.
did i spell that right?
haha. great movie.

gonna read harry potter book 5
again. i want my book 6!
when the hell is the american
version gonna be in spore??
sigh.

anyone free tmr, call me.

k, off.
-before i die of boredom

what we could have been, 15:59.
Saturday, July 23, 2005

accompanied nic to town,
got her stuff ate and
came home.

that broke the chain of
consecutive saturdays i stayed hm.

finally, term break.
1 week break.
yay.

hmm, lets see.
ive gotta go support my class
on tues. soccer match against
class 11. so,im perfectly free
on mon, wed, thurs, fri, sat & sun!
wait, thats the rest of the week!
haha. anyone wanna ask me out? :)

"it only matters how true u are
be true to urself and follow ur heart"

what we could have been, 22:28.

argh.
bad mood.
bah!
bleah
boo.
stupid shit.
urgghhh!

wenta tampines to meet silin
jit n surendran. been soo long
since ive seen those 2 fellas tog.
walked rnd, talked, ate n pooled.
wa, surendran somehow, became super
pro at pool la. nt bad nt bad at all.
impressive.

anyway,
silin cancelled on me agaiN!
3weeks of sat staying hm alr.
tmr would be the 4th. 1 fucking MONTH!
wtf. but nic asked me to accompany
her to go get a bikini top tmr.
so, ya. going town, again.
just feel so tired.

and my mom had to come in and talk
all the crap bout me having probs n
nt telling her. I HAVE NO PROB!!
just nt in a good mood.
mood swing can? unhappy for no
fucking reason, i dont even know why.
she even thought i cried. waadthefuck?
my eyes werent even red or wet.
i was just rubbing my eyes. ARGHH!!
it gets irritating ya know,
when someone actually asks if u had any
prob n ur nt telling.
asking once or twice n getting the same
answer that she doesnt have any prob
is still alright. keep going on and on
is shit! arh.
my mom even came into my room n checked
my bag!! check my freakin bag?!
wth la.

nah. mood swings bad mood, must be cos
of my v lil slp this whole week.
i shall slp like nobody's business tmr.

hookay! its time.
its time i went on a diet again,
1 week at least! hopefully 2 la.haha.
slept early again(11pm latest).
get started w my eng project!!
i havent started at all la. no fucking
game in mind la. HOW?!
and studied harder.get a hang of c++ alr.

ah. waddeverr.
-ciao

what we could have been, 00:26.
Friday, July 22, 2005

DERICK GOT IN!! so did KELLY!
yay yay yay.
but i missed it. haha.

met up w vanessa today.
:D after soo long.
she grew taller.haha.
and a lot a LOT thinner!
aiyoo. she has got to eat more.
went to seoul garden..
winnie came to join us halfway
through. that smart girl, msged me
in the morn and asked if i was
going out! haha. so she got invited
to join us too. ate n laughed a lot.
then yiling came to join us.
sat around till bout 5 before we left.
ronghui went off to work
and the rest of us 4 went shopping!
:)
vanessa went hm halfway n yiling
stayed for awhile before she left too.
so it was winnie n i (:
stayed in f21 so so super long.
looked around almost every single
corner to find all the discounted
stuff. she found a white jacket at $28!
damn cheap la. n i found denim jacket,
from $73 discounted till $37! waaa.
but we still took super duper long
to decide whether to buy it.
her problem was cos there was this
small stain at the back of the
jacket she dint know if it could be
removed in the wash or dry clean.
my problem, was i am broke!! HAHAHA.
im left w v lil money for the rest of
the month. somemore next week is week9!!
BREAK!! ill most prob be going out more
often so i neeed the money.

hahaha, but after deciding, walking round the
shop bout a thousand times,we bought it.
haha. ohya! there was this really nice
pair of golden ear rings i wanted to get
but dint ah. haha. buy le, also duno
will wear a not and moreover, its GOLD.
maybe, just maybe i;ll go back n get
it tmr.haha. that crazy silin asked me to
go to town w her again tmr.
she's been in town almost every
single day of the week alr.
and she still wants to go tmr.haha.
ohya. she came to join winnie n i to do
some shopping after her lessons :)

alrighty then.
i seriously need to change my layout.
but im lazy... today was fun ^^
tmr's either gonna be town again
or beatty speech day. see how ba.
n i still havent even touched my html.
ive nt studied a single thing at all :|
fail le la. haha...

what we could have been, 01:00.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005

VOTE FOR DERRICK !!!
project superstar M1 !!
now now now...

call
1900 112 1001

or sms
M1 to 78277

$0.60 only!!

hurry...

what we could have been, 21:04.

been thinking hell lot lately.
everytime im nt doing anything,
i think. mostly bout the past.
i miss beatty so so much.
the in between lessons and after sch.
recess time and gossips.
i actually miss having girlfriends
around me. my whole freaking class
is all guys. sometimes having girl
friends around is a good thing.
although u may get backstabbed for
like, no particular reason, but
the gossips, the laughters the girl talk..
im sad.
-mood swing-
haha.

anyhows, im totally sick of semestral proj.
im this- close to giving up on the
shit webpage totally.

argh.
always in a bad mood during sp lessons.
bah.

what we could have been, 10:41.
Monday, July 18, 2005

> now is a never ending thing ;)

AHH! maths. fail le lah.
haha. fuck care la. can pass
i'll fine. get above70, i'll be pretty
hammie. haha. after that, the rest
of sch was just a breeze through.
dint really pay attention in maths tutorial.
-the test killed too many brain cells-
and poc was shit la. duno wad useful rubbish
she was talking about. wasnt listening.

msged silin n yiling at the last min and
asked if they wanted to go town.
and surprisingly, both agreed straight away!
whee! hammie hammie.haha.
went shopping after like, how long?
tried tonns of clothes at f21.
i loved that denim mini shorts!!
AH!last piece la. some more XL! so bloody
big. can drop any moment. if it was M or
L, i'd have bought straight away! $22 only loh.
sigh... heart pain. haha. and i cant find
the chain :( maybe it just aint in spore yet,
or sold out ... sigh.
bought a black top. and slippers.
couldnt find nice shoulder bag.
and saw so many nice skirts i want :P
walked round so much, my feet hurt alr.

part of the reason y i wanted to go to
town was to go borders n kino to check out
the harry potter book 6. BUT, i walked rnd
so much, i dint even walk into a book shop!
totally forgot bout it. haha.

sia la, so busy now.
blogging, looking for comm skills equiz,
trying to get started on my letter of enquiry
n resume, talking to 3 ppl and looking at my
semestral proj wp. wad to do... n ive just started
thinking bout eng project. stupid board game shit.
argh! frustrating.

cant wait till the end of this week.
its gonna rock :) i think. hope so la.
haha. meeting vanessa for seoul garden
on thurs, going back to beatty w andy
on fri and SENTOSA w yiling, silin n
anyothers? haha. like, finally la.
then, its a weeks break from shittingly
boring poly life!! wander wad im gonna do
anyway. i wanna enjoy, but.but.but.
rh n his job thing ):
sigh. see how la. got much more impt
matters to deal w now.

CIAO!

what we could have been, 23:05.
Saturday, July 16, 2005

im staying hm for the 3rd saturday in a row!!!
i swear, if i dont go out next week, im gonna
kill myself at hm. AH! so damn fucking boring!

okay, maybe i wont kill myself. see if
i can get to go out w someone. ANYONE!
hahaha.
rh offered to accompany me nxt week.
cant keep hogging onto him everyday right.
he's been going everywhere w me alr. aiyo.
(except the toilet n all la)
mm. ya, thanks anyway boy (:
if im really nt going out nxt week, then
i shall stay hm again. sleep! heh.

ookay. study time!! maths common test on
mon. MUST do damn effing well. -i hope.

what we could have been, 16:30.
Friday, July 15, 2005

ah. school's really getting super boring! extremely boring la. learnt javascript today. its like a mixture of html n c++ prog.

and then there was c++ elearning. soo boring!! haiyo. was so happy when it was finally over. lunch at business canteen. few of us had muslim food and rh n i bought chewy choc chip cookies.haha. that boy fell in totally in love w them n bought 2. i think he would've definitely
bought more if he had more cash on him.

mr loh (is that his name ? haha.) he let us off an hour early! how great can my manufacturing process teacher get? haha. joshua came n sat w us again. crazy fella la. haha. wanted to zao class
tog. but since the v nice lecturer let us of so early, we stayed.haha.

tried that ice cream from which country is that? i cant remember.haha that v sticky ice cream. the vanilla flavour sucked. horrible taste. haha. finished it anyway n couldnt think of where to go. wanted to catch fantastic4 again at cine, that $1.60 thing. but it's almost impossible to get tix la. so cheap n on fri. sat around in coffee bean instead.

-yawn-
theres maths common test on monday!
ive got to get myself to study.
wad if i fail ):
hmm.anyhows,time for extreme makeover!
i wana go for extreme makeover too.
sia la. hahaha.

I BOUGHT SEVENTEEN!
interesting. theres stuff on how to get
over your ex. haha. v v good tips like,
- dont think bout wad could have been
- feel positive
- dont call him
- dont check up on him
- stop wandering wad went wrong
- hang w your girlfriends
and much more...
haha.and my seventeen membership
card is ready.where the hell's
genting lane ah? haha.

HARRY POTTER and the HALF BLOOD PRINCE
is gonna be out in just a few more hours! haha.
cant wait cant wait. but i dint even pre order it.
doubt i'll be able to get my hands on a book anyway :oh well. its time, for WO CAI! haha.
hua. from extreme makeover, blog till wo cai.
took so many hours. blog a bit, then stop
then continue again.haha
ciao.

what we could have been, 23:23.
Thursday, July 14, 2005

boring! haha.
slept from 5-9pm!
wa, i had to wake up at
9pm la. missed half of project
superstar. and now im nt sure
if i can even sleep tonight.

went to bishan after sch for lunch.
papa roti sure close down 1 day la.
bishan branch business alr so bad.
wander how yishun's branch is doing.
haha. heng today go visit my ex-colleagues
earlier, if nt see that stupid LCB again.
george always offering to me buns everytime
he sees me.haha. im still sick of the coffee smell.
and he always seems to think whichever
guy who was w me is my boyfriend.haha.
haiyo. the last time yiyang kept coming dwn
to bishan n they say he my bf. now rh(:

okay! everyone, DO NOT. i repeat,
DO NOT try delifrance's new
le chicken 'wadever' pasta. it sucks!!
suck to hell la. damn disgusting la.
only the chicken pieces were tasty.
the sauce sucked, and the pasta
isnt really pasta. its more like, mian.
wa.. lousy la. should have stuck to
either sakae or crystal jade :P

holright, my very late dinner is ready.
ciao (:

what we could have been, 21:40.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005

im blogging again!
with nothing to blog about.
im blogging just cos ive got nothng
better to do ah. hahaha.
haha. on my laptop.
love the keypad
here. so much softer and easier
to type :)

anyhows, 2 more days to
harry potter and the half-blood prince!
omg! i cant freaking wait!
urgh. gotta go get it.
anyone wanna go w me?

poly, is so boring.
wake up every morning w the same
stupid qn in my head, wth should i wear
today. ah!! i need to go shopping.
im itching to go shopping.
where're all my shopping khakis?
hahah. bah.

anyway, my stomach was still feeling
a lil weird this afternoon. but i still
accompanied my mom to st61.
see, me = good daughter.hahaha.

ah, nothing to blog le la.
gonna fig out wad to do after sch tmr
and wait for project superstar :D
ciao.

what we could have been, 19:49.

gotta change my nail colour again :)
shall let it grow long n nt paint it for
a period of time.i know someone would be
hammie to see my nails polish-less.

late for eng again.
3mins late that angeline yang also
wanna record. she hadnt even started
her lesson. and my spelling test,
got 1 wrong le la :( there goes my
full marks. urgh. how could i have spelt
that word wrongly...

leong(or wadever spelling his name is),
was in a good mood today.
he dint even check mmy grp;s progress.
so for once, after so many weeks.
i slept through most of sp.

n came straight hm after that.
im guai ok. haha. went to st61 to have
lunch w my mom and she bought durians
AGAIN!! walao! i walk away for awhile,
and i come back to find her buying durians
from the uncle. sia la.
hope i dont get a sore throat.

ohyes, my mom was actually wandering
why rh dint come up n stayed for lunch.
haha. after wad happened on fri, she still
seem to be v alright w him coming rnd n all.
:)

kay, blog again later or something.
im falling asleep -.-zz

what we could have been, 17:36.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005

i love comm skills.
haha. i did well in the test!
hahah. but it was an open
book test n we could discuss
ans for some of the qns.hah.
ronghui still got higher than me.
ive got to find a test where i'd
do better than him :P
having smart friends are good.
challenge.haha.

slpt during the guy's raiders-session
again. forever la! always going
raiders playing that warcraft. wad
so nice about it huh? tsk tsk tsk.GUYS.

C++ practical.
I PASSED LAST WEEK'S TEST!!
yay!! -applaud applaud-
i think qn2 helped me :D
so now, i know how to do
'else if' and 'switch'.haha.
yay. thank goodness next week, common
test week, there;s only 2 freakin TESTS!
haha. maths n html. good good. i wanna
get an A for maths. wish me good luck :)
w ronghui around, sure can la. hor?
haha. cant disappoint my tutor.

anyhows, bought august issue of CLEO.
EVERYONE! attention!! go get august issue
of CLEO!! important.
if u dun wanna spend money, go popular or
whichever mag shop n read it!
read pages 81-84.
toxic friends.
read it n see if YOU are one.
cos i know i have a few 'friends' who are
like that, whether they know it or not.
i just hope im nt one of them myself.
cos i dun think i am :P
if i AM, MUST come tell me ah. i'll
change k.haha. my self esteem cant be that low
wad. hahah..

right right. hokay, im off.
have a website to be completed by tonight!

what we could have been, 19:39.
Monday, July 11, 2005

sch was freakin boring la.
the lecture hall we had our
internet computing lecture in
is so totally infested by spiders!
those 'daddy long legs thingys'.
ew.

wenta tampines mall to shop after
slping through half of POC.
want to buy something la, but dint
in the end. sigh. oh well.

watched fantastic four!!
w the usual person and his fellas :P
FANTASTIC movie.hahaha. damn funny
la. that human torch/johnny/cute guy.
haha. the movie's good. go catch it.
sia la. the guys damn funny la.
enjoyed loads (:
-finger snapping craze.
haha.
chris evans is hot.hahaha.

so im hm, and ive gotta do that
darn webpage!! shit ah. duno whether
i should bring my laptop to sch tmr a
not. to do the webpage during the
3hr break in whichever part of the sch.
but its heavy!! :(
the ENG PROJ! board games ah.
went to toyrus just now. looked at
board games, card games n mixtures.
BUT still aint helping ah...how?
anyone have any bright ideas, share w me.
eng board/card games or mixture of
both also can :D

ok,off. im busy! haha.

what we could have been, 22:00.
Sunday, July 10, 2005

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING!!!
hahaha.

what we could have been, 22:38.

> he aint yours.

its 3am! haha. feeling a lil tired, finally. been doing nothing but trying to get online for so many
hours. n now im finally online, for more than 5mins. kept getting disconnected just now.

just realised ive been blogging for 3yrs and 2mths now :) its been a long time. so many memories came back when i read my archieves. i miss beatty. the good times in school. so memorable.

common tests are coming in a week!damn. this coming week has got to bestudy week. but wad bout the projs?!havent done a single shit for eng proj and totally stuck, hanging in mid-air for semestral proj. jialat. then theres the C++ mini proj.pair work w rh. got that covered. just gotta edit it a lil more n its done. stupid board game shiat. ive got to go to toyrus to try looking at other board games n get ideas, inspirations. my brain aint working at all la! 1mth plus into sch and it still aint working properly. wth.

ah. anyhows is the weather really hot or is it just me? haha. slight sore throat, SLIGHT. after i had all those durians mommy bought the other day.and my lips are cracking now! after drinking 3bottles of water, they still crack. wtf.that dry meh.i drank more than 3bottles in fact.

alright then. just rattling on is pretty much useless. i dont know wad to blog about. sia la. 340am. haha. morning peeps. (: i shall wake up at 8am later on. damn, for some reason, my laptop backspace button is damn freaking slow la.WHY?! why liddat. wth happened.haha.nope, im nt paranoid, im nt panicing, im just crapping. haha. so bored. sian sian.

supposed to accompany yintheng(cousin) to watch fantastic four. but he said nvm. so im nt watching it later anymore :\ gonna watch it on monday anyway :) hammie hammie.hahah. i'll finally be able to watch it.yay. ohya, that "meng zai shou li" show thats gonna be on channel 8, weeknights 9pm, looks really interesting. must watch. haha.

oh well, im tired. enough of typing all these shit. night !

what we could have been, 03:41.
Saturday, July 09, 2005

watching repeat of project superstar.
ARGH. why derrick out. sigh...
derrick n leon (NYP EH!haha)
sang a ai de jiu shi ni tog. damn
freaking good la. sigh.
wad the hell;s singapore thinking?!

kpool-ed for like,
half an hour after sch w my class.
-most of my class-
haha. sia la. so many of them
so pro at pool sia.
especially rh n ahseng.haha.
crazy ppl, sang along w all the
songs playing in there. damn
funny la. rh kept dancing
that stupid dance w the techno music.
hahaha. laughed a hell load today.
wenxiong n his shoulder shaking
in lecture + kpool...hahah.
laughed till my stomach hurt.
haha. for nothing leh! that wx
suddenly went crazy, kept shaking his
shoulders evrytime i turned around n
everytime he did that i laughed like siao la.
majority of my class is really fun la.
i like 0507 :)

anyhows, im in deep shit la.
i think im in deep shit.haha.
SOMEBODY knows why right.
sigh. nvm la.
my parents seem fine today.
or at least my mom is.
duno bout my dad..
:\

what we could have been, 12:32.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005

wa! i cant sign into msn!!
damn it la. lousy msn.

met up w winnie again!
hahaha. ronghui came along
again. he dint wanna tagging along la hor.
i asked him and apparently,
my friends either ask him to come
or want him to come along!
met up w yiling n silin
the other day so yiling could
go buy mp3 for her bro's bday
present..silin wanted to see
him again. n they were laughing
like crap at pastamania la.haha.
right?if i dint remember wrongly,
cos i was doing just that.
aiyo, girl magnet ah.
hahaha. winnie seemed to enjoy
his company.hahah :P
she was laughing the whole time la!
mm. thats only the beginning
nini, he has loads more lame
crap u havent heard.haha.
opps :x
poor fella still has to go to work
and to the airport after that..

anyway, i saw MANY stuff i wanna buy!!
so freaking badly! and most of them
cost like, loads la.sigh.haha.
especially love that esprit skirt!
the long one. 90 freakin bucks!
walao.. n denim skirt from fox.
i havent got a denim skirt n thats the
first one i actually thought was nice
and 1 that i liked! gotta get it
gotta get it. 3/4s from fox too.
wa, sia la. must wait for allowance to
come in. by sat. n most prob gonna go
shopping w mommy on sat! yay...
must buy more bottoms. n i wanna get
that light green giordano polo tee!
wa, so many things to buy. must get
new shoulder bag. shoes and all the
other stuff on my wishlist.
must have rich taitai life in future.
hahaha :)

theres manufacturing process test tmr
and wad m i doing now??
watching project superstar!!
VOTE FOR M3!!haha.
derrick's goood.haha. leon nt bad
too la. NYP leh!! hahah.

yeah, watch tv! must concentrate.
M3!!:D

what we could have been, 20:53.
Saturday, July 02, 2005

layout's temporary.
gonna turn orange very soon.
=) i love my nails!
glittery golden! whee.
but their nt shimmery enough. both the gold n extra transparent glitters are mabelline water shine diamonds, but still, nt shiny enough la. sigh...haha.

rotted away at hm the whole
afternoon! n still rotting.

ive been forgotten :(

what we could have been, 19:16.
Friday, July 01, 2005

end of 5th week of sch.
3 more weeks to common test.
that sucks. im still
pretty lost in C++.

ive got 3projects to complete
and none of them's making
any progress. only 3 leh!
wa, everyday nothing to do,
will sit ard n try thinking up
a board game for that stupid
eng project. nth! no inspirations.
damn it.

enough. i wanna go shopping! :(
always too lazy after sch. haha.
went to bishan w RH to find something
to do for the next 2-3hrs
before his CG. wanted to watch
initial D again! but missed the timing
by 5mins. dint wanna take the risk
of buying the tix n going in to find
that we missed the first 5-10mins again.
and the only 1 screening of
a lot like love was at 9pm! sigh.
so. ya. wenta swensens for early
dinner instead. walked in and saw,
XIAO WEI! hahaha. she works there.
i dint know. funny la that girl.
havent changed.
had omelete :)
-yumm.
RH sent me hm n cabbed
to bedok. DAMN FAR LA! the
fella can nv resist the temptations
of his fav form transportation,
taking a cab.

bro's hm >.<

what we could have been, 21:25.

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