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Monday, January 31, 2005

a month has passed!
chinese new year'll be here
in no time and then our results
would be out. no more holidays,
relaxing,shopping whenever i feel like.
well,almost whenever i feel like.

my msn still isnt working!
this sucks.this totally sucks.
my bro(the one and only mighty bro,haha)
better get that thing working asap.
:
watched dirty dancing 2:havana nights again!
guess i still love the movie and the songs.
haha. stepford wives is a good movie too.
4stars. then theres cheaper by the dozen;
alright la. and bring it on AGAIN.
the guy's not cute!haha.but the cheer
leading's 10times better than the
first movie.uh,although i cant seem to
remember much of the first movie :P

that reminds me, JANE TOH! DVD! haha.
ohya,you've watched bring it on again alr right?
your that mid-finger pointing while putting
on make up is from that movie right?haha.

im super free,call me if anyone wants to go
get new year clothes. i can accompany you :)
except for tmr. booked for my mom and for me
to go get that skirt i saw yesterday :D
hopefully,new shoes too.

> BAH.

what we could have been, 23:09.

town again w winnie.
:walked around so much my
feet hurt so bad.
but i found like, so many nice shoes :)
and theres this skirt at heeren..
:D

came home and all.
and ive got some info i can nv ever
believe any of it at all.
sigh. now its my turn to be the
one saying > i dunno.
wander if the same ppl who
were reading my blog in the past are still
reading it, cos this goes out to YOU.
im v v disappointed in you.
> 英崎名言:沒有男人是值得你為他流淚的.值得的那一個,不會讓你哭.

good day peeps.
hope you still enjoy the vid.
watch it everytime i come online :P
"你要當ring girl? 這種ring girl?你神精病啊?!".
:D
cute la, that part.

what we could have been, 01:08.
Saturday, January 29, 2005

HEADACHE!!
>:(
urgh. must change my time back
to normal asap. cant seem to slp
at any time earlier than 2am!

i love the vid so much,
ive decided not to take it away :D
wa piang, the argument thing
on the open field bout the
show girl/ring girl thing
nv fails to crack me up.haha.

its saturday alr. time flies.
heard we'd be getting our results
around 28 feb. one more month to go.

great news!!
feb 1-20th.
free preview of scv chinese channels!!!
WOO HOO!!
i can watch 20days of wan quan yu le!!
:D
yepyepyep. it should all be true
if i didnt get too excited and miss read
the news article on todays LIFE! paper.

what we could have been, 15:29.
Thursday, January 27, 2005




ge dou tian wang preview ;)



20mins of preview.
those who have alr watched this, watch again!
those who have not, its your lucky day :D
im taking it out soon, i guess.
leaving it there till the next time
i come online, either tmr, or a few days from now.
that depends on your luck then.

hope it can be seen though. cos i can see
it on my com not sure bout others :)

> 英崎名言:沒有男人是值得你為他流淚的.值得的那一個,不會讓你哭.

what we could have been, 17:17.

went out w yiling yesterday.
walked round the very boring town.
town really is very boring.
but i just have this craving
to go walk round town after staying
hm a few days. duno why la.

met sandy at bishan and they had pasta.
i sat around reading J-STAR MAG sandy bought!
haha. bloody hell.
i wanna buy. hah.
the cover's so so chio!:P
> so you can guess whos on the cover alr.

can you believe the number of shops
employing ppl in j8?haha.
went into almost every single clothing
shop to ask for job.but store managers
for most of them were not in.
so i either got a no. to call or
i had to leave a number.
bossini was the only one i had to fill
in a form :)
but they had to send it to HQ or something.
im quite tired of looking for a job actually.
results are coming out soon anyway.
should enjoy before i dun get any chance.haha.
see how la.
so lazy to go out now anyway..
ez link;s using the adult price now.
SO FUCKING EX LA!
its triple the student fare.

anyhoots! im downloading adobe photoshop ver7!
so i dun have to use the lousy paint,
cut and paste, so xing ku.
but all my pics came out nice last time.
see, thats how skillful i am! buahahaha.

> im starting to talk nonsense from here till the end
of this entry. cos i have nothing better to do :)
its been a long time since ive been crazy.
i miss the good times i had in school.sigh.
[hem. saw a cute white shoe w that big buckle on
the front at charles and keith. 34bucks!haha]
slept w my hair turled tog hoping it'll be curly this morn
when i wake up and look like it was permed, but when
i woke up in the afternoon, it looked more messy than permed!
hahaha. then 10mins later, it became straight again.
my clothes smells different.
my mom must have used a diff detergent.haha.
they smell nicer (:

weathers getting so hot nowadays.
sigh. CHUN TIAN zhen de yao dao le.
ooh! photoshop finished downloading!
haha. yay. aiyo. look so complicating.
ive gotta figure out how to use it.
ciao!

what we could have been, 15:29.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005

my msn still not working!!
>:(
i deleted version7.0 and got 6.2 back again
but, NOT WORKING!! AHH!!
who's the bloody fucker??
lemme catch the bugger and i'll
skin the fella alive! must be virus la.
argh.
ive even tried getting a new account!
and it still isnt working!!
QI SI REN LE LA!!

heyy, jane. im on a downloading spree too!
:D
downloading all the nice movie soundtracks
and other songs too :)
now playing >thats when i love you#aslyn.
nice song from the movie how to deal.
but staying hm is still so boring.
especially when i dun get to use the com that often.
all i have is the tv cos im not in the reading mood lei.
should force myself to start reading again.
its been like, SO long since ive read finished a book.
haha.

saw an ad on jane's blog, something
bout bush wanting blogging to be illegal.
but didnt get to read it lei.
the same place where i saw
harry potter's 6th book ad, under the
chatterbox. now im so darn curious but
i cant find the link anymore. it changed to
god's something. BAH. it just keeps changing.

my old big and black tv has been repaired.
i can watch tapes again!
but nobody w scv can help me rec wanyu lei.
only know the random few who has vcrs but
theres always something coming up so nothing can
be recorded. sigh.
suffering the days w/o wanquanyule.
i hate channel U!! ...haha.

>recommandations of nice songs?

what we could have been, 18:56.
Monday, January 24, 2005

im SO bored! again.
for the thousandth time.
ah! sigh.

nothing much to blog about also lei.
went out on fri though.
met peili and jane at chapter2
where they cut their hair.
jane changed hairstyle and she
just kept asking everyone whether
her hair was alright.
peili;s hair..NO DIFF!
haha. its almost exactly the same.

then off to somerset to meet huileng
and shiying at crown prince swensens.
yep,cheryn's workplace.

>ryn,job? :P [updated]

waited for her to knock off.
and the whole bunch of us headed off
to marina bay to have steamboat!
almost a 2e2'02 gathering.haha.
peili's jc badminton gathering became
our class gathering cos one by one,
all her seniors didnt feel like and
come couldnt go.
winnie came along w us too :)
smart girl,she thought of calling me
when she was in town! [so touched.]

>winnie!if you read my blog,y dun tag?
tag something next time k? (;

steamboat was great.
but i dun think i ate a lot right?
haha. think i ate too many
MAN TOUs! haha. deep fired ones.
been a long time since i ate it.
ohyes,i almost forgot.
FLIES were almost everywhere!
infesting our delicious food!haha.
they were stupid enough to drown in my
bowl of delicious soup winnie and i made.
haha. added all the necessary ingredients.
but it was kinda too peppery for me :P
well,that is the one reason why i dislike
eating outdoors.haha.

new layout :)
not really la.
just diff colours and an extra pic.
haha. no ones tagging me lei.sigh
and JANE!! the dvds? haha.

why is msn STILL not working!!??
its only mine right?
someone ans me pls/

new songs added to the mp3.
actually, the songs arent that new.
only 3 of them are.
the rest are old songs. dun have any new ones
to upload lei. cant dl cos kazaa slows everything down!
dun wanna open it.
and cant ask ppl to send me cos
THAT FUCKED UP MSN IS DOWN!!
>:(

what we could have been, 18:50.
Thursday, January 20, 2005

today is a special day.
why? many many reasons.
haha.
ge dou tian wang ost should be out
either tod or,soon?haha.
3 years ago,on this day, 56 was formed.
haha.heard on wanyu :P
and the very first issue of j-star mag
comes out today.
:)

went shopping in chinatown w my parents again.
ate loads for these 2 days.
if i continue like this, i'd put on more
weight! and that'll slow me down
from catching up w peili's 48kg!!
hahaha ;) jk.

saw this pair of shoes which
were really cute at,um.
if i didnt get the name of
the place wrong,far east square.
some where near raffles place mrt.
its from japan:)
they're white and cost 60bucks!
sigh. i WILL go back and get it.
when i get $$ la. :P

not sure why, but all the memories from
the past has been appearing in my mind
everytime i havent got anything to do.
like waiting for the bus
or taking that long bus ride frm
hm to anywhere else,and vice versa.
(pretty much nowhere;s near my house.)
i shall sleep early for the next few days,
so i wouldnt be sick during chinese new year.

anyone sick of the songs yet?
feel like changing them.

what we could have been, 23:20.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005

whoo. hugs reached 800!
gee,im so proud of you ppl out there who
has contributed every hug.haha.
just jk la.

been staying hm watching tv everyday.
its either this vcd or another.
finished watching all the ou xiang ju-s
i'd wanted to watch in the past.
zi jing zhi dian was super good. and the song!
-bei ying. remember the instrument version on
my blog last time? (:
snow angel : the whole thing felt so, tragic.

gotta find some more movies to watch alr.
nobody to go out w anyway.
its either town or srjc.
im feeling down...
argh. must be those ou xiang jus.
especially that snow angel. not done w it yet. but
all the late nights watching it and tearing
w all the touching parts
has prob got into my system.
haha.

HELLO!!
anyone forgot about me lately??
msg me when any of you're feeling bored or if you've suddenly remembered me?
i havent got many ppl to talk to lately. just the same few. and w my msn not working...its worst!




what we could have been, 01:33.
Thursday, January 13, 2005

got 2 bags in a day.
and some new clothes.
nothing much la. just 2 tops.
but i still havent got the other
2 tops from forever21 that i want!
urgh. my mom wun buy it for me.
she says the material aint worth the price.
sigh. guess i'll have to look for some
other off shoulder top and button down shirt.
oh man, seriously la. both tops are really nice ):

anyway, why isnt msn working??
huh?huh?? why cant use!! arh.
is it the lousy beta one that sucks?
cos msn beta aint msn7.

anyway, SOMEONE TAG MY BOARD!!
haha. nobody tagging anymore.
feel so sad. sigh. eh, talk bout sampeili again la.
haha. that woman also disappear le.
everyday go JC. also whether she now got attend
her lectures not...
SHAFIQA...borrow dvds from you pls?pls?
# new police story
# resident evil aprocalyse
# meet the fockers(after you watch finish.)
# -any other typical teenage girls movie? heh heh.-
paiseh, borrow so many from you :P
but your a nice girl right? can lend hor? (",)b

ciao`

what we could have been, 19:41.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005

CRASHED SRJC ! twice.
muahaha.
aiya. nothing much la.mei shen me da bu liao.really boring infact.
havent got to go for any lectures!! urgh.
why? cos i cant attend any lectures w/o the others.
wun know if i'd get caught or even, where the lectures will be held.
and peili and gang didnt want to attend all their lectures.
almost every single subject was labelled as boring.
anyway.serene would be w me the next time i go there.
but seriously, srjc, not very nice la. was blog surfing and found
that some ppl really wants to go there.tsktsk.
the library's pretty alright though. could use the com there like
nobody's business. peili used it the whole time just to play
her online pool AS USUAL. and so, i took the chance to take
a very nice nap in the aircon-ed srjc library.

hate ppl who compain too much. its SO irritating.
and i dun mean all who complain, just those who goes on and
on bout how this jc shes in sucks so bad when that jc is actually
NYJC! gawd.nyjc is quite a good jc loh!

anyhows.went out w vanessa yesterday.
and this ugly old witch spoiled most the our day
just cos of vanessa's black pants la.
urgh. feel so like smashing her face on the wall.
-NC16 violence ;) oh man, im turning 17!haha-
its long story. just hope nobody else is stupid enough to go to
her ugly lil shop to buy her disgusting clothes
of such expensive price from that fucking ugly old witch!
in fact, i really dun think anyone would buy
anything from the place unless its a plain
top or pants.
the rest of 'em dont even look
like clothes a normal person would wear.
even This Fashion has nicer clothes.
shop location,far east plaza;same level as ice lemon tee shop.
the small nameless boutique and that woman claims it is a company.
for your info bitch! things can be renfund anywhere else as long as
it's been bought within 7days!
BAH!

so many ppl has disappeared this january.
its either work or jc or both.
but at least those w only work can find time
for outtings tog. going out w yiling tmr
morn,send her to work, return vcd,rent vcd[maybe]
and then go shopping again? see if vanessas working.
she claims that theres a new cute guy working as a
promoter on the same level as her and he's supposed
to look like harry potter. haha. must go take a look. how can i miss out.
:)

haha. JANE! good looking hongkies?
edison's alright la. but watched jiang hu and he acted as some
loser in it. -fucked a dog.it was disgusting and of course, censored.
haha. but he still looks good though.
FIQ, lend me new police story pls? didnt know you;d have it!
oh man, your my saviour. im like so into watching dvds and vcds,
its almost become an addiction.haha.
can borrow aprocalyse and meet the fockers frm you too right?
:P

# updated.

what we could have been, 23:19.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all.
Of a dad whos never there a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
one by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?!" she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom.
and looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart
I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far
You see he was a fireman and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

:')

what we could have been, 21:13.

FUCK the bloody com la.
type a whole load of shit and the bloody error thing came out.
so now everything got erased.
urgh.
since ive got so much to say, lets try n start over again.

i hate my job.
it sucks.
not cos i have to stand round for 4hours long and have to clean up after baby customers who, either have a hole in their mouths or just cant seem to eat properly.
no. i am incharged or cashier work.
fun huh?
collecting money only?
NO! ive got to prepare the soup, garlic bread, baked pasta [ocean baked and country baked], baked rice, lagsane(spell?),and the drinks[which includes every single beverage available in pastamania].
think your job sucks? think again. mine is worst. ive got to memorise the entire menu so that i'd be able to know which pasta\pizza\desert\salad is which when some fella comes in and trys to be funny by pointing at the menu and says: i want this, this and that.
and wait, thats not all {this line's from some advertisement right? hah.} you'll get ticked off for not serving the drinks or soup first before collecting the money, letting the customer wait or not greeting the big fat DUA BAIs when they come in.
im not super woman k, some ppl might be able to do so many things all by themselves and remember all the procedures and all, but i cant, sorry la. my fault ah. i stupid la.
its my first day as cashier for the entire shift loh.
forgot the count the float first before i start.
end of the day, got shortage.
my fault! walao. wad if the last person before me nv count the float correctly??
so i had to pay the shortage amount la.
and i remembered very well that i didnt count the money wrongly!
counted twice before giving the change to the customers.
so how was it possible to have a shortage?
asking me?how the eff would i know.
argh.

anyway.
been reading through my archives.
loads of memories (:

what we could have been, 15:57.
Sunday, January 02, 2005

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

recap!
wenta meet peili and shumin for pool friday afternoon (new years eve), but i didnt play a single game. just watched. haha. im so not in a pool mood nowadays...toh houw was there too.

met jane, waited for the bus to bishan w her and she almost stripped me! geez. haha. went ta town w peili and fiq, cut the long queue outside and sneaked into swensens. found cheryn! lil girl in her black uniform. shoo cute! haha. yep, theres still her lil pony tail sticking outa the back of her hat.haha.

next stop, buy nail polish at cine! haha. i bought the blue metalic one! damn funky la. but everyone couldnt appreciate it. had all the same responses from ppl saying its either scary looking or eww? haha. so now i have 2 new colours of nail polish. blue and coral white.
THANK YOU PEILI :D (she bought the coral white for me;but i paid her back la)
met qilin serene and yunting. all four of us had the same pants! serene and i have the same black ones and qilin and yunting had the khaki green. cool.haha.

bought ear rings w qilin and majong session AGAIN at winnie's. haha. but this time it didnt last very long. everyone slept so early.but i stayed up to watched this vampire movie. interesting, but there was another vampire movie right after that! channel5 just fell in love w vampires? tsktsk. watched all the blood-suckers go round killing ppl and animals,biting their neck off, blood gushing out, slattering everywhere.oh man, i lost my appetite, completely! helped to wash all the dishes we used for our instant noodles since everybody else was asleep already and the kitchen sink was so messy! ended up sleeping on the sofa cos there werent anymore space in the room.
# the siu mai at a shop near winnie;s place ROCKS! #

the first day of 2005, i did the nicest thing ive done in the year. hah! i havent even been through the year yet :\ ohwell, i did 2 things, washed so many dishes for winnie and shared a present w qilin for the love birds (hj&w)! (: hope they really really like it.

read qilin's blog. filled w loads of memories. had flash backs while i was reading it. kinda missed school la. the better parts of sch. and now that some staff from sch is alr leaving or have alr left, beatty shouldnt be that bad huh? terence tans the head of subject too :)

havent thought up a new years resolution yet...
off to prepare for work tonight :)

what we could have been, 14:41.

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