i love the boy. but i hate his mom fucking loads can.

alright fine. i shall not stoop down so low to call you names and insult you, mrs Lim. i shall just hate you generally. cos i started hating you the very day you called me names. oh, thats not enough, call me anything, but you had to bring MY mom into the picture. hello... no fucking way you can insult my mom okay. low life bitch. you think youre so high class and rich. youre the lowest ever. qi fu teenager like me, calling me wad? cheap huh?? fuck off la. arite. you think just cos you have a bit more extra wealth to splash around, youre so highclass and big?

and having a great son like ronghui, doesnt mean you are a great mom at all.

pfft.

my life, is so screwed.
i cant remember being really happy and just going crazy everyday.
i think that was way back like last year (2004).
sigh.

tell me who in the right mind would make your hair so CHIO and come home halfway in the day!

okay. day off today so i did my hair. dyed and cut (:
come on...ask me where i did it!!

KIMAGE PRESTIGE ! (at ps)

muahaha. daryl was like, WTH when i told him. i like that elly girl who cut and dyed for me (: she's nice. did temporary curls for my hair too. and theres another guy there who helped do my base colour. friendly ah. he kept telling me that if i were thirsty tell him, then he get drink for me cos i didnt want any. and if he'd tugged at my hair too hard, painful, must tell. haha. i just sat there the so many hours, praying my period wont over flow (2nd day lah! suayness) and msging daryl and baby (;
im worth almost 300 buckeroos more. whoop!

had jap food. then, walked a bit, bought the yummilicious biscuits, kimage offered, at carrefour. AND, gawd!! my bro wanted to go home. wtf?? make hair nice nice then wanna go home FOR WAD LA. btw, he did his hair too. cut, styled and dyed a natural shade of brown. and apparently, he wants to come home to rest and go out again! damn free right! walaoeh. waste time la.

so im back home again, so early in the day! and i thought i could actually go shopping w my mom! show her some stuff i wanted to get and all. AND look for my guess bag. or maybe another chio guess bag to buy. i got my pay alr wad. although quite little but STILL have some ma. -.-

damndamndamndamndamndamndamndamn

my hairs a little more reddish than the last time i dyed it, which was... LAST YR! hahaha. prestige is good. has good hairstylists.

right. wil be back. going opp w my mom. ciaos.

im so bored.
been bored the whole day.
sigh..
i had to seat alone at work today,
spend lunch time taking a nap alone..
eat late mac-ordered lunch alone in the office.
and take long bus ride home alone.
):

damn sad right.
cos his whole family is so totally getting in the way alr. why do they have to keep doing this.first, his sis suddenly comes to work during the day.she used to only work night shifts. and then,the bro has to come to work in the same company, and in the day as well, cos he's SO new, he has to seat next to his big bro. and then! his mom has to come all the way to tampines to meet him after work. imagine if i walked pass her just now when she was seating at the entrance area downstairs. wander wad she'd have done. but i didnt la, took the backdoor the other way. i think she saw me anyway... URGH.

that big boss O'man talked to me today. haha. he smiled at me the other day for nothing... seems friendly. and joachim kept asking why i seat alone then so lonely. OY! cannot see ah?! got bro seating next to my baby and his sister on the other side!!. okay, he noticed the sister. haha.

nothing else to do la. might as well slp. he's aslp alr. and the superhost thing on channelu getting on my nerves la. damn lame show. all china ppl loh. so few singaporeans, are there even any?

night.

work, the whole dang week!!
when am i gonna do my hair man.
haha. 2005 coming to an end!
again! imagine this time last year.
i was having the time of my life
after Os, doing absolutely nothing!
haha. but kinda dying of boredom as well.

i gotta sit alone tmr cos my baby has to sit
with his little bro. ): so im alone.

NOOOOOO.
how can austin be out of proj runway?!
his designs are so chio...
sigh.

grey's anatomy rocks.

and, damn it!! been having stomach upset the
whole fucking day la. achy feelings on and off.
could be relaly painful at times >.<
ow....

night. waking up at 6! (:

merry christmas !!

xmas day. slept at 6am. its a super normal boring xmas again this year. just like every other year. without presents, turkeys, a little alcohol and loads of teevee at home. sigh.. bahh.

blogger sucks totally sucks la.
i just cant seem to update so many times.
it keeps giving me the error page man.

cant wait to see my bf on mondayeee!!!!

time to count down to 2006.
its gonna rock more than 2005.

happy christmas eve.

day out with daryl and eric, then silin, huiting and luanne and then silin,yiyang, jinyi,ronnie.

started out well. accompanied baby to work. then went to meet the rest.
ending not very good at all.

blogger just sucks.
cant update properly.
keep giving me error msg!
fucked up shit.

ciaos.

happy hols.

coolness! i didnt know the new season of simple life is back on channel5 till i just changed the channel. thought there was nothing to watch after americans next top model. but there is! miracle. fann wong's in nu wang rocks too.

i feeling so super poor. like beggar poor. anyone wanna gimme donations? or xmas presents can just be vouchers... i dont mind. (: haha. i havent recieved xmas presents for years alr :
i just love that boy so much sometimes.

jojo is happy!

come, ask why!!

haha.

1. i got an A for C++!
2. i did complicated prac6 qn3 mostly on my own!
3. i did first time in my life!(secret,shh)
4. i FINALLY met terencetan again la. his daughter is cute (:
5. i got my OWN wireless connection!! yayy! no more dc-ing.

and of course, reasons why jojo is just happy and not extremely happy...

1. got project to do...... ):
2. i cant seem to think of a creative thing to do for p&c. and the report! how to do when im not even very sure of the item we're making? sigh. they're doing everything! im not doing anything. they nv say anything to my face la. but behind i duno. i shall not THINK TOO MUCH. pfft.

In no particular order,list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1. vanessa
2. winnie
3. nicole
4. boyfriend
5. boyfriend
6. jitinder
7. surendran
8. barry
9. terencetan
10. mrs stellatan
11. gary
12. silin
13. lilian
14. darylgoh!

So what do you think of number 4?
he's good.

How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
pissed off. i'd slap back la.

How nice is number 6?
super nice to talk to.

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
7 -minus points for height

Will you ever fall for number 11?
no

Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
visit him at the hospital.

What sport would you play with number 12?
she doesnt seem to exercise.

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
good. she finally found the one.

Do you hate number 9?
of course not. he rocks.

How much do you like number 2?
a lot

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
no way. if it ever happens, it'll be the end of the world.

Would 14 one day kill you?
i really dont think so. he's just that funny, forever happy little boy!

Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
3 la. hahaha. cos 10 is a teacher and no.9's wife, dont really know her.

Get five people to do this thing.
vanessa,
yiling,
cheryn,
nicole,
mercy.


ahahaha. i got that from tansiying elizabeth's blog. blog surf, then super bored so i just did it for fun. im getting mood swings

fine la then,i shall not think at all from today onwards right. just take wadever's given to me.

2005 coming to an end. it started out so well. all the way till its about to end. december2005 is just not my month. im just so "lucky" this month. total fuckshits. lets hope nothing worst happens.

woke up damn fucking early to accompany my bro to tampines sitel la. so dang tired.

found out, my card got blacklisted, CANNOT USE! knn.

talked w phoebe n all, then came home.

slept awhile and then went out to meet winnie.

shopped till late. bought earrings.couldnt find my GUESS bag or anything else that was attractive. damn it.

then headed down to pasir ris mrt station to check my ass-ing blacklisted card. the woman told me i could actually go hougang mrt to check. FUCKITMAN, waste my time and $$ go all the way down. the tampines woman is SO gonna get complained till she's fired.

pasir ris ticket counter woman gave me the hotline to call. and THEN, winnie n i headed down to vanessa's chalet. was super late la. food only left not much.

stayed till like 9plus, then we left with joel and eric. after loads of discussion, we decided to go prata (: called daryl to come along too. was damn fun slacking w the guys n all. crazy bapohs and gays. haha.

shared cab home w joel.`thanks man, i owe you. and winnie took bus, eric and daryl waited with her. so its home at bout midnight.

i only got to use my laptop bout now. the stupid singtel fella supposed to fix the wireless thing today la! he fixed alr. but not working properly! dang fucker.

so i have to lend com to bro until monday -_- and then talked and talked bout his training tmr. telling him stuff bout how its gonna be like. sigh.

at least theres a bro there i can sit with if we;re working tog. i doubt i'd be able to sit with ronghui anymore, now that his bro is in the company.
they will sure sit tog then i sit alone liao. no one to entertain me, talk to me, play lame games with me or let me complain bout shit customers to anymore. its me all alone in the office and on long bus rides home..im gonna miss him /:

anyhows. next whole week is so packed. mon-meeting terence. tues-hair. wed,thurs-work(6-10pm). fri-maybe free. sat-work(9-1pm). sun- xmas! shit la. i dont have present for ronghui. no time go buy la. siao liao ): hope i'd get last min invites to parties on xmas or something.

i cant be bothered with immature ppl who try so hard to be funny but really isnt at all. insensitive arrogant jerks.

and i realised today that nesh is really good to chat up with too. sri(: haha. they're so like jit and surendran (: raj is good too. which reminds me, its raj's bday today (16th decenber)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAJESH!

we were supposed to shave his facial hair. haha. but didnt in the end. he looks super mafia la. as usual, the parasite fuckface tagged along.
anyhows, hope raj has a great year ahead.


you should have known im different from the rest. you had to pick the different one. not that decent, quiet study type who obeys every single word.
i havent even gotten over the last conflict. the things you said before.
we've been so far and ive nv really known you very well. the surface, outer shell.. and then there're qns i asked but ive nv get a satisfied ans or even an ans to begin with.
up to you to know for yourself why youre in all these la hor.

enjoy your weekend.

poly life is a total bore.
how many times have i said that?
like 34243223thousand times?? haha
no life. its school and home.
i think i better get used to this
soon. or i'd die the next 2yrs.

i need a new chair.
and a new bed. Q size (:

-chants- must lose weight, must lose weight, must have disipline. must. if i give up within a month this time, i'd kill myself -chants-

haha. wander if its gonna work.

fuckfaces contradicts themselves a lot too. fuckface sucks to hell. he would definitely be a 40 yr old virgin i tell you. mark my words.

VANESSA > yep. its gonna be freaky w freaks everywhere. haha. we'll nv see it happen.

im trying v hard to study jap. i just cant seem to remember anything. ...i see the future. my future says im gonna fail jap!!

-waves-

i now conclude that, fuckfaces are made worst with shit attitudes and no brains. AND, MY THEORY ROCKS! hahahaha. yes yes. i know, everyone loves it. hahaha. its a whole load interesting (: muahahaa.

ohwell. i didnt go out today. i guess i'l be out tmr. which means, i wont have time to study jap. im so gonna fail la.

HOW'D YOU LIKE MY THEORY??
haha. (refer to entry before this)

yawn.
i just woke up at 2
i feel so tired.
my whole body's aching.
its about to rain.
feel like walking.
feel like spending.
but then again, ARGH

okay. meeting winnie dearest later.
i miss that boy. he go chalet.
trying not to disturb him from having fun.
hah.
must remember to study jap tmr.
im so gonna fail.

and theres absolutely nothing to do online.
internet is pretty boring really.

i have a theory.

aliens, are humans from the future.
aliens = those w big eyes, big head, small body and long fingers.
yes. im not mad, just read on to see what i just thought up during my super free time doing nothing and feeling urber bored cos i have nothing to do. if i didnt rememeber wrongly, my dad said something like that b4. haha.

aliens = future humans. because !
you see, internet is so advanced now, you can do everything/anything online. online shoppin, chatting, meeting ppl and even for business conferences! so sooner or later, ppl wont need to leave the house to do anything at all. you can do it all on the com.

soon,your muscles will shrink, cos you exercise v little, just around the house, your body will shrink. your head will grow bigger cos of all the knowledge, the computer programmings. your brain works exactly like a com. your eyes grow bigger, like a housefly's cos you stare at a com all day. your fingers long, cos you type all day. and your hair will drop cos, uh, i duno. it will just happen somehow. some virus will cause it. the BIRD FLU + SARS + DENGUE + AIDS + etc.. haha. we will be immuned to it. and it will only make our hairs drop.

AND there you have it!! a full formed alien from a human! dont you think its true?haha. dont you think i have SUPER good imaginations? dont you think i think too much, and a lot? dont YOU think i talk loads of crap?? hahaha. ooh yes, i know you do. this is all very random.

BUT! HOWEVER, ONE DAY, these may happen! you will nv know! hahaha. aliens just MAY be the future humans (;

come on, say im good. you know you love me.hahaha
ronghui was so amused by this man, when i told him over the phone. hahaha
o(^-^)v -->copyright-jr. hahaha. oops.

lifes such a boring POS.
someone spice this thing up for me, pls.
hahas. winnie;s last paper is tmr!
yayyy. means, out OUT! hopefully
sat sentosa trip;s still on.

tmr! sch freakin ends at 10am!
WHEE. skip maths lec. and...
i still havent figured what to do
for the rest of the day.

arhh. havent studied for maths test.
hope that lousy desktop will be
repaired soon la.

pang just msged me. tmr swimming.
i nothing to wear. if rlim swims,
then i shall go (:
damn funny... pang told me,
cw n gz wanna tan. make their ass
WHITER!!! hahaha. oh man.
LMAO la. lamest ppl.

why he cannot stay at my place on fri/sat night ):
haha. ooh, anyhows, i cant wait for
vanessa's chalet next week. yayy. ^_^
hope all goes well.

promised to slp earlier. night!

minutes of fun after sch.
the best thing the whole day.
i was like a walking corpse.
damn tired! the whole day,
my eyes were just half open.

im proud of myself today (:
i did c++!! i could do the test.although it wasnt all the 100% right answers. but my program still worked! yayy. -clap hand ppl! clap.haha. applause for me. whee =P

i wanna do well this sem. but i can nv get down to study. motivation! hmm. cant wait for day out w vanessa and shopping w winnie AND movie w that boy.

for BGR and teenage sex eds. watch channel5 tabtv on this wednesday night, 10pm!
-just helping channel5 advertise. the show's topics are interesting-

you wanna do something,
do it yourself.
dont let me know wad you think
and then expect me to execute the
whole shit for you.
im just so disappointed. i gave everything.

sometimes its just such a relief to have those few very close friends around me (:

went out with vanessa this afternoon. ate, talked loads, and walked. then eric met us at cine by coincidence after his church. vanessa went home, so eric n i walked, met willie at wisma. he was supposed to perform, but was late. so watched the others perform and they were GOOOD.theres a cute guy in the group too! =P
met barry and freddy. the 3 of them went to watch aeonflux after slacking at the level9 new lan place.. its damn cool. and a good place to slack. so we walked a bit more and then came home. haha.
town isnt so bad sometimes.

fuck la. my connection today sucks. why cant the fella just let me use it. broadband is unlimited man. selfish ass.

saturday at home.
i cant wait for winine's exams to be over la.
haha. 9th decemeber, hurry come (:

haha. yes, nicky. he accepted you.
(: eh you go msg him or something la.
dont be shy. haha.

gymnast lee wen si is chio la i tell you.and she n gary tan are such a sweet couple(:
-just a random thought.
cos i just read the papers. haa.

i love that thing bout a girl on vanessa;s blog.its the entry on december 03 2005.if only it had a title (: maybe vanessa can be an author in future or something.haha

listening to westlife.again.
their newest album my bro got for me. now i just havent heard the jazz album yet. westlife has the nicest love songs ever. hor, peili? haha.

skipped maths lecture!
(:
guys went to play dota again la.
haha. whole class zhaoed tog.

cw's banner joke was hilarious.and their game lasted 2 blardy hours long! that fucker hongheng just kept rattling on n on bout his dota. you know how irritating is that?? he doesnt have a v nice voice AT ALL. and his breath is damn long loh. wont stop one la! and he just wants to find someone to say it to. 1 guy runs aways from him, he walk over to another fella, that one run too, he find another one! WTF! why doesnt he just talk to himself or just SHUT THE FUCK UP, then everyone else can have some peace.

happy 5th month (:

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